-YaNny-

another boring day

2009-06-28T00:57:00.002+08:00

woke up around 11 this morning..

wasn't a good sleep..

keep waking up in the middle of the nite for some reasons.. Yawn~

maybe drank too much water before sleep... hahahha...

went to have brunch with my family as usual..

had fish head meehoon again.. one of my favorite food in LBN..

not oily, low calories.. a good food for those people who are on diet i reckon.. haha..

Went to take a look of my mom & dad's new shop which is still under construction..

will be open in August but too bad i cant be there for the shop opening..

oh well, i know it doesnt make any difference but.. yea.. somehow i just hope to be there =)

Lala, went to mummy shop after that..

was waiting for my little cute cousin, Duan Duan at the shop,

but too bad she wasnt in a good mood so never turn up at the shop..

aiya.. that's the time when a little kid fat lan za~

okie.. was too boring at the shop so went home around 1.30pm

haih.. ntg to do in da town.. go home also ntg to do..

the sims 3 for few hours and yeah!! finally.. reached 5pm already..

off to bball court.. ply a couple of games..

hmmm.. i'm too old d.. bone also hard d.. or i shud say i'm too fat to move!! ahahaha

cant reli catch up the moves.. cant shoot well.. cant even do a proper lay-up..

so basically i'm just a vase in the bball court..

nvm la, i just want to lose weight!!

i need to start on diet d..

this week is makan week..

next week have to start doing my fitness plan..

my fitness plan is less intake and more exercise.. hehe

no carbs for the week... a bit hard.. but i will try..

will start going gym on tues,wed and thursday..

ply bball for the rest..

do some yoga and stretching before sleep to increase my metabolism..

well, hope it works =)

good nite everyone..

stuck in this little island

2009-06-27T00:40:00.003+08:00

My fifth day in LBN.. feel like left Aus for at least a week d.. what can i do in this little island? my daily routine are basically eat, sleep, the sims 3 and play bb only.. Gosh.. really cnt think of anything to do in this island.. ArrHhh~~~!!!!! i wan2 go KL shopping so badly =( ok, i'm not saying i don like my hometown.. is just i cant think of anything to do here.. no shopping.. no cinema..arhhh... i need some entertainments!!! La~La~La~ feel like going back Perth.. but i'm pretty sure when i have to leave i will miss this place..

What i did these few days are pretty much eating around..
Hahaha, had the best chicken wings and satays in Lbn the on Tuesday..
Mummy bought my fav crabs home for dinner tonight plus my grandmother lovely dishes.. Yummyy~~ those are the foods i cant find in aus.. it's just so home... hahahaha.... oh ya! it's mango season now! i eat mango almost everyday!! love it so much! hope i don get diarrhea yea...

Okie, my mask is done.. is time to take it off.. hehe.. that's all for now.. see ya! muackss

Home Sweet Home

2009-06-24T22:50:00.003+08:00

Yes, feel good to be home.. just reached LBN on Monday. It was a very long and tired journey.. Flight departed from Perth at 6.45am and reached KL around 1pm.. After that transit to KLIA and waited 5 hours for the 6.45pm flight from KL to LBN.. Reached LBN around 9.30pm.. WoW~ spend my whole day on the plane and airport ahh.. but it's worth it ya.. feel so good when i steped into ma house.. so warm and so sweet ♥

Oh!! Back!!?

2009-06-16T02:07:00.007+08:00

HEY!! my blog was sooo dead for at least a month!! haha.. soli la.. lazy worms in my butt cnt stop me from lazying!!! will tried my best to revive my blog.. Thx Peter, i tried CPR my blog a few times but yet it doesnt work at all.. =P anyways, just come here to have a short post and upload some new photos of mine <3

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

2009-05-10T01:39:00.003+08:00

i wish i am rich!!
Gosh.... i guess i'm getting more materialistic.. arhhh~!!! no!!!! *yes yes yes*
just another lame post =P

Hope wad i said can help u in making decision.
Support u all da way =)

Katy Perry - Thinking Of You

2009-05-10T01:36:00.001+08:00

in love in this song... try it!!
Katy Perry - Thinking Of You

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the waters I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

L.O.V.E

2009-05-08T01:31:00.005+08:00

Current Music: Stuck With Each Other- Shonttello ft Akon
Have u ever ask yrself that what is "L.O.V.E" this 4 alphabets stand for? this question pop up in my mind all of the sudden.. i knw dis question is kind lame.. but.. muahhaa.. who cares right? well, i think it is something u worth fighting for, risking anything for. And the trouble is, if you don risk anything, you risk even more.. Lol.. a bit complicated ya.. but.. that's just wat i think..

How do you know that you're in love?

When u're down, he can jst make u happy like jst clicking a button in yr heart?
Miss him when he's not around.. but miss him more when he's around u becoz u knw that you will miss him so badly after he left?
He will accept who u are and make u feel loved jst the same
You want to know EVERYTHING about him.. just EVERTHING!!
He's the 1st ppl u wan to share yr happiness or sadness..
Just want him to accompany you to rush assignments no matter he can help on it or not.. just want HIM to BE THERE WITH YOU!!
A big hug from him is always the best way to distress..
He will do anything jst to see a smile from yr face.. =)

Oh.. Hell.. I know.. I'm in love.. =) yes.. i do.. reli in love..

finally can relax after assignments and tests!!

2009-04-30T20:57:00.003+08:00

Current music: Breathe-Taylor Swift
Current Mood: relax~~

Yes!! the title pretty much tells everything about my recent life.. Assignments and tests!! Gosh.. last 2 weeks were tough.. Real~ Tough!! 1 assignment due on monday and another 1 due on friday and here came a test on tuesday!! all packed 2gether and really drove me crazyyy!!!! But thanks God everything is over and hopefully i can get high marks on them.. Phew~~ *Promise myself not to do last-minutes work again* =P

Well~Well~Well~
wat should i say ya? my life, as usual.. study, eat, shopping and do lame stuffs!! ntg much can say bout my life yea.. Oh ya! talk about Pig Flu!! yea, i think this topic is real hot now! Mom jst called this afternoon and asked me to avoid eating pork due to the new born disease, PIG FLU!! apparently, there's Pig Flu in Australia but i'm not too sure is it in Perth or other place.. but yet i will try to avoid it.. But know wad~!? I jst get back from groceries shopping and i bought pork balls and meats right be4 my mom called.. Oh Shit~ Haha, pray to God so that i wont get sick after eating them =X

Arhhggg~!! i wanna go shopping!! like NOW NOW NOW!! blame all on the movie!!! Confession of Shopaholic!! Gosh.... it's a good movie! well, only for Galss~~~ lalalalalalala~ i enjoy watching them and oh ya!! Warning!! keep yr wallet away while watching them.. trust me! u'll just rush to the mall and shop till drop.. Hahaha.. oh well, at least i did =X irresistable!!

Lalalala.. till here.. Buai~!!

Oh Ya!! my hair grow pretty fast!! needa cut it again...
wanna cut medium bob dis time.. lalalala

Lalalalala

2009-04-15T00:41:00.008+08:00

Current song: insomnia- Craig David
Current mood: a biiiiiiiiiiit StReSsss 4 exam~~~~!!!

Yo people!! i'm here to blog again.. soli for not updating my blog too often ya.. nowadays don reli have the mood to blog.. hmmm.. dono where to start.. so basically today will just upload photos and let the photos tell the story of my holidays ya..

Yeaps.. Body's shop milk bath powder.. omg.. this is BOOM!!! the skin is so smooth after doing it and yr body is like so so so relax~~ love it love it.. i think i kind of enjoy bathing ya.. brought my lap top and magazine to the bath room.. listening music and reading magazine while doing milk bath.. WoW~!! super relax man!! my old habit is back again.. i used to listen to music while showering back in msia.. i started bring my lap top to my bathroom last week.. hoho.. showering while listening music.. that's the best ahhh~~~

Metro night!!! since it was ttn-free week and ester holiday, the club was like sooo pack!! full of people.. the dance floor was soo crowded until u hardly move yr body.. keep sweating in the club because toooo many people and it was quite stuffy there.. not reli enjoy it.. =( well, i guess the guys were enjoying seeing hot babes in da club.. i have to admit that, Perth has lots of hot gal ya.. haha.. oh! ya! Brandon's fren from Adelaide came here for holidays.. he reli look like Jay chow!! too bad i don have photo yet.. will take picture one day and upload to you guys la...

omg.. feel like a lot of things wanna blog d.. but too bad.. i need to continue my studies for 2mr exam.. yea! 9.40am have my Epidemiology and Biostatistic exam 2mr.. 30% ahhh... must do well~!! ok!! till here.. see ya!! xoxo

what shud u do?

2009-04-05T01:24:00.003+08:00

What should you do, when you seeing someone you care putting so much effort on something which will onli lead them to disappointment?

What should you do, when you want to say sorry and you're just afraid to accept the consequences of saying it out?

What should you do, when you want to explain something and you just afraid that u will mess things up and rather to just do ntg?

What should you do, when you want to tell someone to move on with their life and you just think that you don have the rights to say so?

What should you do, when you want things to remain unchanged and you think it's too selfish for you to do so?

too many questions in my head.. i wanna find answers but i dono how.... just hope everything will be fine........................

Tuition free week!!

2009-04-04T13:53:00.003+08:00

Yes!! i'm having my 2 weeks so-called holidays now.. muahahha.. why i said it's so-called holiday?? well, i don have cls during these 2 weeks but i have heapsssss of works need to be done durin the free week >.<

Epidemiology & Biostatistic
-Mid sem test on 16th of April

Health Sc n Comm
- Outline of research essay due on 20th of April

G&I Public Health
-3 research essays due on 24th of April
- 500 words each essay *DENG!!!!*

Human Biology
-E2 Test 1st attempt on 22nd of April
-E2 test 2nd attempt on 28th of April

La~La~La~ need to reli camp at hme and rush all my works lur~~ sian sian sian... feel like going back Msia.. =( miss home.. miss family.. miss friends...

stupid me, scratched myself on the face!!! Gosh.. hope it wont leave any scar ya!! Pray hard hard ahhh... HuHu~~

Good thing : yes.. it's free week.. no need to go uni and ppl wont see the wound on my face

Bad thing : I NEED TO WORK THIS WEEKENDS!!!!! >.< wish my make-up skill can reli cover everything ya.. honestly.. it's quite bad...

NO SCAR PLS!! NO SCAR PLS!! NO SCAR PLS!!

Weather turning cold now.. A lot of ppl around me get sick d... Get well soon k? DRINK MORE WATER N GET MORE REST!!!!!! xoxo

Yan is BacK~!!!!!

2009-04-02T03:53:00.004+08:00

FINALLY~!!!!!!!!!!!
FINALLY~!!!!!

Yan is Back!!!!! finally here she goes after left Labuan aye.. LoL.. i was totally left my blog DEAD after i left to Perth... hahaha... why??? my body jst cant stop me from being lazy to update my blog.. LoL~!! Actually i have A LOOOOOOOOOT things happened here but.. yeahh... i jst cant be bothered to blog =.= *hoping the lazy bugs can jst get off my butts*

La~La~La~

What shud i start 1st??? Hmmmmm.... Life in Perth?? Not too bad thou~~ friends around me, not too bz with uni... OH~!! YEAH~!!! UNI~!! i'm in UNI now.. i'm talking the real uni UNI~!!! Haha.. feel good to be a uni students.. enjoying every part of the life being a uni student.. skipping lectures, flipping unit outline constantly, printing lecture notes and check up on uni web site... Whiiiii~!! what can i say?? Uni life seems to be so relax n wonderful now.. Okay, i've to say that.. i USED TO HATE uni life.. but NOT ANYMORE... uni is relax and flexible.. NOT until your planner book is full of assignments and assessments due dates!! >.< Yea, i need to admit that~ uni have A LOT OF assignments and assessments.. But~~ aharx!! somehow i just love it ( at the moment =P)... oh well, i'm doing Food Science and Technology (just in case i didnt blog it here be4)... taking 5 units in a semester, which is reli reli A LOT~!!

Next~~~~~~ My hair~!!! bet friends who have my facebook know that i cut my hair short d ya... hehe!! it was a reli reli big challge for me to cut my hair short.. Honestly, i nvr have short hair be4... Well~ not in my memory.. Haha... i love short hair now although some of my frens said i look better with short hair but yet i get a looooot of compliments bout my short hair **WiNkssSs** Actually i cut 2 times.. the 1st time was kinda long, so i turned up in the saloon and asked the ppl to cut it shorter again... Sry guys, i onli have photos with the short hair which i cut the 1st time.. dono why i jst too lazy to cam-whore these days.. haha.. don worry, i promise i'll take a photo AS SOON AS POSSIBLE ya.. But, my hair just grow tooooo fast.. feel like cutting again... >.< style="color: rgb(153, 255, 153);">BOB HAIR ( short at the back and long in the front ).. Actually that was what i wanted last time but i just dono how to say and dono whether will look nice on me or not so i just forget bout it...

photo! photo! photo!lalala... Comment pls!! good or bad.. is much appreciated...

Good bye Labuan =(

2009-02-14T03:29:00.015+09:00

Yo people, 1st of all.. I wish everyone of you Happy Valentine's Day... =) goshh.. i'm leaving d~!!! arhhhh.... i'm leaving d... ARHHHH~!!!!! Bye Labuan.. =(

Let's start my dairy from here...

Woke up around 11pm.. When i woke up i was like "Oh My~ Today is the last day in Lbn... LAST DAY >.<" must appreciate ahhhh.." haha.. ready up myself then off to have brunch with parents.. After that, went to shop and take some earrings from my shops as souveniors for my friends.. LoL.. i'm like earring supplier now.. Everyone asks me to find earrings for them.. Haha.. Went to yum cha with friends and after that my bb session started lur.... Yeah!! My dear Kai xin gave me a lovely lovely good-bye present..see how lovely it was... THX DEAR KAI XIN~!!! THEY TASTED OWESOME!!! MUACKZZZ BIG HUGS N KISSES FROM ME YA.... awwhhhh.... she's so sweet... and honestly, it really taste nice ohhh... muahahahha... jealous or not ler??? nice till ants also come n rebut my my lovely cup cakes ahhh.. pity you uncle ant.. left da plastic only... muahahahha.... who asked you to rebut my food.. result is DIE~!!! muahahah.. pity uncle ant is dead under Lim Kwang's shoes... R.I.P... amen~

Finished bb session around 8.30pm ---> Dinner--> start packing!!!!
Pack till half, Yi lun came my hse to get movie n songs for me.. so yea.. after that.. continue my packing again.. Gosh... it was sooo tiring ler... First, go for the clothes 1st.. who knoww, it occupied 3/4 of my laggage!! damn~ went down to collect every shoes i wanna bring over to Perth.. omg.. it was like 8 pairs of shoes!!! @.@ how should i fit all of them in?? LoL, 1 bball shoes, 1 boots from taiwan, 3 flats and 2 high heels.. 1+1+3+2=7 Owhh.. i'm gonna wear the other 1 tomorrow.. after done with the shoes.. i'm here blogging d.. so tiring.. gonna get some rest sin.. slack~ slack~ and continue packing soon.. =)

okie.. i recieved this today.. it's a flower comes 2gether with this card.. well, eventhough it got no name on it but it's stil pretty obvious who is this from ya.. anyways, thx for the flower.. it made me laugh non-stop whey.. like real funny... xD Thx a lot~!!!! hope it's a good thing to you??

okie.. gonna continue my packing d.. i will just end this post with all my SS photos ba.. if cant tahan.. jst stop reading from here ba.. shit~~!!! I'm leaving d~!!! NOOO!!!!!!!! Bye friends~!! see ya all soon!! maybe june? or end of this year? omg.. just gonna miss you all soooo muchhh.~!!!! ='( HUHU~!!!!!!!!!! Bye Labuan... Bye papa,mami,boy boy, wing wing, kuku, grandma and etc.. LoL.. Miss you all sooo muchh~!!!! it sounds like i'm gonna leave this world ya.. LoL.. so emo.. arrhhh... i dowan to leave... HUHU~!!!!

omg.. i'm stil so chubby.. huhu... diet plan... success half?? =P 1 photo so fair.. 1 so tan.. photo reli can tell lies ya.. blerkksss....
my new shades.. hehe.. fall in love with it when i 1st saw it.. then terus buy.... $$$$ fly~~~~ without coming back~~~ huhu...

AGAIN~!!! BYE LABUAN!!!!!! MUACKZXXX

Current Mood : SAD~!!! BU SHE DE~!!!!
Current Music: Labels or Love- Fergie

-time flies-

2009-02-12T03:42:00.002+09:00

Oh~My~ time really slip sooooo fast... without realizing, my 3 months summer holidays is ending real soon!!! i'm leaving Lbn on the 14th~!!!!! on the valentine's day.. well, it doesnt make any difference to me as i'm stil single as usual... Haih, i used to keep complaining my LBN life is so so boring and wanted to go back Perth as soon as possible.. but now, i don feel like leaving at all~~!!! i'll miss my family sooo badly.. like real bad.. i hope this time wont get homesick again... gonna spend these few days keep take photos with them d la.. especially my brothers... goshhhh~!!!!! gonna miss them soooo much!!!!!

well, i woke up around 4.30pm today.. actually i wrote a note and stick it at my door yesterday.. asked my mom wake me up be4 she off to shop... but too bad, she didnt realize it~!!!!!! @.@ when i woke up and look at the clock it was like 4.30pm... =.= Wow~ half of my day gone d... when i woke up.. i felt so weak.. when i look into myself in the mirror.. OMG~ like ghost ya... i looked so pale.. like real pale.. was thinking whether wanna go ply bb in chi wen.. but since i promised my frens i will go... so i jst go lor.. reached chi wen around 5pm.. all of them said i looked pretty pale today.. la~la~ but i don k lar... eventhough i was tired.. i still wanna play.. it's like the last few days i can spend in LBN d.. must play till crazy la.. haha.. finish bb session in chi wen around 7pm.. continue in Kiam Yap again.. played few matches then start our shooting game .. Bounce!! that game is so tiring~ got no energy to shoot d so i sit there and rest after played few rounds.. left da court around 8.30pm.. received Maison's call after my dinner asking me to ready up as fast as possible because he's picking me up for Dota.. =.= okie... i rushed to shower and everything.. reached cyber cafe around 9.15pm.. well.. waited the others to come until 10++pm... @.@ that Maison ahh.. dono so rush for wat oh... zadao.. okie.. played 3 matches of Dota then we were off to 33 for supper... la~la~la~ supper again... WHO CARES~!!?? must play till mad ahhh!!!!! LBN foods... gonna miss it sooo badly..

reached home around 2.30am... and i'm here blogging.. okie.. done with Today.. see ya!!

WoW~ so long nvr write such long post d.. hehehe.. i'm so hyperactive now!! eventhought i'm sick... =P

current mood : HYPERACTIVE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
current music: Simple Plan- Your Love Is A Lie

boring day

2009-02-04T01:38:00.004+09:00

duuhhh.... what can i say about my life? my day? 1 word~!! BORING~~!!!! haih... so sien.. i woke up around 4pm today.... why did i sleep so much?? coz there's ntg i can do beside sleeping!!!! haha.. woke up then start sitting in front of the lap top... didnt eat anything until my dinner which is around 7pm... but.. hmmm.. still don have the appetite to eat... i dono why ler.... but my mouth jst cant stop eating all da rubbish foods such as chocolates and chips... haha.. although i nvr eat much during my dinner but i believe keep eating these high calories foods can reli put me on weights... hahaha...

haih.. after dinner.. then watched tv.. raining the whole day ler!!! made me cant watch astro!! stupid ehh.. dono how to fix this problem... ASTRO ahh... u should find ways to solve this problems so that yr customers can have a better service ma!! IMPROVE PPL!! IMPROVE!! haih... cant watch astro.. backed to online and facebook again... pet society da whole day.. BORED!!!!! at last... i opened my GG account and played dota with friends.. BUT, dono what happened to my lap top.. suddenly cant access to the internet... so annoying~~!!! took around 30 minutes to fix it.. okie.. finally.. can log into dota.. played the 1st 20 minutes.. again.. thing happened~!! >.< style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">SIANN~~!!!!okie.. waited one and half hour for them to finish up da game.. punya lama~~ end up they not playing anymore... GEK DAO~!!!! huhu... what to do? backed to facebook again... arhhh.... sian dao pao ahhhh!!!!!!!!!!! cant stand da boredom anymore... i'm off to sleep... zZzZzZzzZzzZz Good night PPL~!!

what should u feel after knowing the truth behind all the lies..
happy?sad? or disappointed??

current mood: SIENNNZZZ
current music: 魏如昀 - 傻

wake up!

2009-01-30T03:15:00.003+09:00

i think,
it's time for me to move on..
forget the past and back to the reality...

i questioned myself,
is there anything worth me to keep fighting for??
it's pretty obvious that the answer is "NO"
but hell why i still wanna lie to myself??

smile on da face but crying in da heart..
this is so not Yan..
i'll get out of this as soon as possible..
i promise myself..
not to drag too long...
i wish i can do it..

Chinese New Year Eve

2009-01-25T21:45:00.000+09:00

Music: kiss me thru the phone-Soulja boy ft Sammie

oh~ i'm so tired today... Grrhhh~ Mummy woke me up around 9.30a.m and asked me to help her out in the shop... Omg.... 9.30am is like so so early for me la.. it's been like a few weeks i never greet mr.sun in da morning.. LoL.. i slept around 5.am yesterday coz frens came over my hse for dota until 4a.m++...Oh~! i should say this morning.. Haha.. btw, it was pretty bz in the shop.. i guess there are a lot of people did their last shopping be4 CNY today.. ARRHHH!~ it's chinese new year eve!!

Yeah~ most of my relatives reach LBN today.. wuhoo~ but too bad my relatives in HK unable to come back... miss them so much~!! didnt see them for ages.... well, my family went to grandma's hse for reunion dinner around 7pm... hmmm... today is already new year eve but somehow i don feel any CNY atmosphere!! Anyways, i wish all of you have a greatful and blessed Chinese new year ba.. let's the photos below end my post today...

-=cam-whore session starts=-
p.s: who willing to hire this kind of workers in da shop hey???

Oh Ya, spot the earring in da photo below.. i just got my new ear piercing today... Wanted to have it long time d but don have to guts to do it.. Finally~~ i did it today.. hehe.. YEHHH~!!! Again~~ HaPpy ChiNeSe NeW YeAr~~~!!!!!!!!!! gOnG x! Fa cAi~~

upside down

2009-01-22T16:12:00.004+09:00

omg... my life is upside down now.. know what time i wake up these few days? 3-4pm ahh... die die.. since i wake up so late.. this made me cant sleep early at night... everyday sleep around 2-4am.. cham lar... my panda eyes soo serious d even though i slept soo much... Oh No~~ CNY coming soon.. i don hope my relative will see a panda ask ang pao from them.. haha... so i gonna fix my time back to normal~!! back to the healthy lifestyle~~

woke up around 3pm today.. went down to find something to eat be4 off to jogging.. arrhhh~ brother didnt tapao for me.. lazy wanna cook istant noodle... at last!! chips more became my lunch for today... omg.. the calories are higher than i expected~~ 2 pieces contain 107kal~!! @.@ took 4 pieces of chips more and water to keep myself full..

hey people!! i'm soooo into dance recently.... i should say.. i'm into dance long long time ago!! wanted to learn dancing soooo badly but too bad there aint people willing to teach me... omg.. i wanna learn hip-hop ahhh~~ soooo coool~!!!! la la la~~ who willing to teach me ya??? huhu....

okie... stop here sin.. it's 3.42pm d.. gonna ready for jogging and bb d.. wanna burn extra extra calories today!! Skinny Jeans!!! Here i come~~~ lalala

song i'm listening : Fantasy- Timbaland ft Money

CNY coming soon lur~~~

2009-01-18T00:50:00.002+09:00

wuuu... Chinese New Year coming soon ahh... 9 days left!!! 9 days left for me to lose weight!!! went to botanical garden jogging every afternoon... after jogging then play bb again... wow~ non-stop exercise ahhhh... hope can reach my target be4 CNY... Jia you Jia you...

woke up around 10 this morning.. went to shop after breakfast with mum.. played with my little cousin in the shop until 3pm... omg.. she is so cute and adorable.. she is only 3 years old but can talk like an adult.. haha.. really enjoy playing with her... okie.. went to jogging around 4.30pm.. ran 2 rounds and walk 1 round today.. wow.. super tired... tried to increase my speed everyday so that can burn more calories... after that, went to play bsb in kiam yap until 7.30pm.. phew~ what a tired day.. no carbs for dinner.. only vege n water... hope this 'skinny lifestyle' can really works on me ya..

these few days, there are many questions in my mind baffled me completely... i dono what to do and what should i do... things don always happened like what we thought or how we want it to be.. that's life...

maybe i just expect too much from you,
maybe i just put too much hope on you,
or maybe, i'm the only one who hopes to work things out.
is there anything worth me to keep fighting for?
i think, i should accept the fact...

fly fly fly ----> KL

2009-01-09T20:11:00.002+09:00

yeahhh... i'm flying to KL tonight!! too bad flight delayed till 10++pm... nvm la.. doesnt affect us much... wuuu~~ shopping time!!! hope there are still many sales!!! La~La~La~ cant wait to go!! BuBuaiii Labuan... see ya on 15th!! =)

should've done somthing and i've done it enough,
should've said something and i've said it enough,
i just try to find some hopes to try to hold onto,
but it just seems so far from me..
when there's left nothing to say,
what can you do?
i'm heavily broken......

Labuan life

2009-01-06T14:28:00.005+09:00

wuuu~~ Labuan Labuan Labuan~~ what can i do in Labuan ler??? sleep+eat+play bb+dota= Labuan life... huhu~~ very boring ahhhh... many frens also fly back to their uni ler... left me ahhhh... haih.. nvm la.. i'm flying to kl this friday too!! Shopping time!!! hehe.. shop for this coming CNY.. but i'm still so fat~!!! sure very hard to fit in nice clothes de lor... blah~ blah~ blah~~ ntg much to say in ma blog.. just post some photos of mine only ba..

Happy New Year~!!!!

2009-01-01T19:18:00.004+09:00

Hi people there!! Happy new year!! welcome to 2009!! hahaha... new year new life new begin.. wow~ i'm going to uni this year!! excited sia~~ haha.. well..i jst receive my uni's offer letter last week.. hmmm.. i applied nutrition but i dono why they offer me food science and technology!! huhu~ i dono what to do now.. so confuse lerr... all my other frens haven receive offer letter except me!! blur blur blur..

la~la~la~la~la~
i made sushi today!! i should say.. we made sushi today.. haha.. new year of coz need to do something special de ma.. so we decided to make sushi!! Ho~Ho~ sushi sucess half la.. the taste acceptable.. jst da rice too sticky.. 2mr will try to make again.. hope this time will better la..

a bit ugly oh.. but.. hehe.. don k la.. la~la~la~ sushi made by me,victor,aaron,yee enn, maison and wing.. victor in charge in decoration while wing wing n maison kacau kacau only.. muahahahhaha

i'm back again~!!

2008-12-28T20:38:00.010+09:00

LoL~~!! i didnt do what i promised~!! my blog is dead again.. wuuu~~ i'll try my best to make it alive k?? haha.. yea~~ i just back from Taiwan~!! reahced Labuan this afternoon.. How's my Taiwan trip?? well, it was really really tired~!! why am i tired?? ---> because i followed tour~!!!!! gosh~ need to wake up around 6a.m everyday!! visit boring plcese like musuem n temples??? despite the boring plces, overall the trip was not bad ya.. i LOVE the shopping part!!! wow~ everything is sooo cheap hey!!! especially da shoes!!! shoes shoes shoes shoes shoes.. yes, i love to buy shoes!! and everything they got there are soo cute!!! ok, i admit that i'm a little bit of.. ermm... shopaholic?? hahhaa.. Beside that.. i enjoy their FOODS too!! i'm not saying those high-class-restaurant-foods but those street foods!! YuMmmii~~ especially smelly tofu!! Oh My Oh My~~ it doesnt smell as bad as what i got in HK!! believe me, u'll get addicted once u eat it.. haha..okay.. let's see the photos i took in Taiwan.. hehe.. my new hair colour.. i don like it!!
i LOVE this photo!!!! the flowers!! and the errr 'dao chao ren' =Pis this how they translate in taiwan~!?? so FUNNYY!!! lol.. where can i get fish ya?? can i put vege??i wish to have this tiffany & co christmas tree at hme one day.. of coz.. not wif empty boxes on it.. =P

i'm back~!!!!

2008-12-02T15:17:00.006+09:00

sry guys!! my blog is alive now!! muahahhaha.. yes.. I'M BACK!!!!! HELLO TO LABUAN!!! hahaha... feel good to be home~!!!! my family!!! my bed!!! my teddy bears!! =P

i reached Labuan around 10am.. haha.. so happy!! mom came to pick me up from the terminal went to my home sweet home!! haha.. okie.. when i saw my family.. all of them said i gained weight again!! compared with the 1st time i came back.. my face look fatter but my body is thinner... HuHu~~~ maybe is my hairstyle made my face look bigger?? haha... anyways.. my diet plan is ON~!!!!! i wanna lost 5 kgs be4 i go back to Perth again!! hahahha.. hope can sucess ya??? okie..

reached hme.. showered... had brunch with ma family.. went to shop to find my little cute cousin duan duan~!!!! omg~~ she is so so so so cute!!! she is so fat now.. when i saw her.. cant control myself from pitching her face.. aharx!! she is soooooo cute!!!!! met some friends in shop.. okie.. just like what i expected~ all of them said i gained weight!!! nvm nvm.. 1 week! i believe that i can lost few pounds in a week ya.. hahahha..

that's all for now.. so tired.. nap time!!! YawnnN~~ miss my bed so much! haha.. see ya!muahaha.. 1st thing that i did with my cousin... cam-whore~!!!!!!!!! muackzzz

1 down~!!! 2 more to go~!!

2008-11-04T22:10:00.002+09:00

yeahh~~!! English Communication finish today!! hmmm... the paper wasn't too tough.. but too bad i got no enough time to do my conclusion properly.. Haih~ hope i still can score well la.. next paper is on thursday and it is the hardest paper for me!! MATHS~!! the subject which i worry the most!! need to do more more more revisions so that i can be familiar with all the formulae and questions.. omg~~ i'm so stress... whenever i sleep also can see numbers ahh... numbers everywhere~ haih.. hope i really can do well ya~~ God must be with me pls!! okie.. need to back to study again.. just finished my dinner and slacked for half an hour.. muahaha.. it's time to study again.. Jia you!!! work hard for few more days and i can free from exams d.. JIA YOU~!!!!

super short post

2008-11-03T22:21:00.004+09:00

okie.. 2mr is my final exam!!!!!! wish me luck ya~~!! i'm so stress... i really afraid that i'll disappoint my parents and myself.. pressure~ pressure~~ keep studying my maths.. from morning till night.. just hope i can reach the required marks for my degree course.. haih.. Father Lord, must give me wisdom and knowledge so that i can do well my maths exam paper on thursday.. and also 2mr english communication test... hehe...

Good Luck to everyone who is having their exam ^^ JIA YOU!! God Bless Ya~

study time...

2008-10-29T02:04:00.011+09:00

well, went to class this morning from 11am to 2pm.. after that went to have Nando's with Hui wen.. as exam is around the corner, we decided to stay in the uni and study for the coming final exam!! yea.. okie.. we used more than 1 hour to finish up our lunch.. muahahha, went to super market to buy something be4 we go back to uni.. okie.. we reached uni is like 4.30~!?? Oh No~ we suppose to use like 1 hour to finish up everything but who knows we used up 2 and half hour~!?? what a waste~~ time just past like that.. haha.. okie, after that we started study on our maths.. well, things just happened like what i expected... we chit-chat and play more than we studied~!!! hahaha... AT LEAST, we finished our maths quiz and i did study a little bit~~~??? hahhaa.. study+ play + chit chat.. time past without realising.. we left library around 7.30pm.. nvm, it's daylight saving now.. the sky only turns dark at around 8pm.. okie, our bus haven arrive yet.. camwhored while waiting our bus.. hehe, took lots of stupid photos... have been soooooo long i never update photos in my blog d.. hahaha.. i'm still as chubby as be4.. or maybe more chubbier??? arrrhhhh, i wanna lose weight~!!!! still trying hard.. =Pthis is my pretty darling Hui Wen... status : available =P
Hui Wen took this photo for me.. was trying to do high-angle photo again.. errrrr... half success half fail la.. muahahhaha
Obviously this is just a pose~!!! hahaha.. we were too bored while waiting the bus.. so mai camwhored lur~~

the waiting-bus pose... muahahha... yer... i look so dumb in this photo...Darling's waiting-bus pose..this photo somehow gives sad feeling ya...raining day~~ i like this scene.. i dono why.. hahaha

unfair~!!!!!

2008-10-29T01:22:00.003+09:00

well.. this post will refering what happened on last sunday:

DENG~!!! why this world is so unfair 1~!?? boss then dai sai meh?? i'm so pissed~!! know what happened?? gloria and i were being fired by Oriel ( the western restaurant i just started work) without any acceptable reasons!! okie.. will tell u exactly what happened that day.. Last sunday, my shift was started at 6.30 till 11.. when i reached there, i started my work then a while more the manager pull me aside and told me that the boss decided to let gloria and i go.. which mean we were being fried~!! i asked why and the manager said " i dono what's wrong with mrs.chan.. she decided to let both of u go.. i know u guys are good.. but i just dono what's wrong with her... i will talk to her again next time.. i will fight this job back for u guys" well.. she is the boss, she got the right to fire us.. so i just said ok... after the conversation, i went to chit-chat with the other staffs only i know the TRUTH behind the story!! the true story goes like this...

Sunday morning, when mrs.chan ( the boss) came in the restaurant was very angry and pissed of somethings.. keep scolding our manager for some reasons.. well, in fact.. the manager is really cham also la.. always get complaint by customers as his attitude is really really bad~~ service is even bad~~ okie.. mrs.chan keep scolding the manager and said " u don have the right to decide anything~~!! i told ya i dowan student and yet u still wanna hire students.. " ( this i what i heard from the other staff as they were there when the incident happened).. according to what the other staffs said the boss wanna fire us is because she just wanna show her power to the manager.. she said she dowan to hire students is just an excuse to fire us.. well.. obviously gloria and i are the victims in this case!! pls la auntie, if u dowan to use students, why did you accept our application at the 1st place?? we clearly stated that WE ARE STUDENTS in the resume.. if u dowan students, why don u just let me go after the trial?? why need to fire us like 1 week later?? u were there while we were working also wadzz.. u knew we're students too.. what the hell~!!??? what type f system is this? gosh, ntg i can say... BAD LUCK~~~!!!! if i did something wrong and u fire me, i'm cool with it.. u fire me just becoz i'm a student?? what excuse is this?? it's just so unfair to us!! boss quarrel with manager... why are we involved? u wanna fire us just becoz we were hired by the manager and now u wanna show him yr power~~!??? speechless.. unfair man~~ the chef, manager and other staffs wanna help us to fight back the job.. well, i still hesitating that should i go back IF they wan us back... just stand 3 more weeks then i wont work there anymore thou... how u guys think?

okie, now i lost my job... how am i going to acheieve my goal~!??? i wanna find a new job!! but who wanna hire me as i only can work like less than a month?? i dowan to go back msia that early~!! okie, just pray that i can get a new job as soon as possible..

assignments + presentation = death

2008-10-23T15:41:00.002+08:00

wuuu~ assignment due 2mr~!! left 3 paragraphs haven finish yet.. urrgghh~~ i'm so lack of brain juice now.. need to refill it as soon as possible so that i can finish up everything on time!! woke up around 12pm and started work on my assignment... BUT~!! hardly concentrate ah~~ aiyo... 2mr due but i still slacking here.. really don understand myself.. 2mr onward i will free from assignments and presentation!! muahahahaha but i gonna suffer from final exam~~ need to work extremely hard on my maths!! 3rd of nov starts exam.. jia you jia you.. still got time to study 1.. i know i can do it~!! ( hope so =p).. oh yea... forget to tell u guys.. i passed my trial and being accepted by oriel restaurant!! Hence, i'm officially oriel's waitress now.. muahahhaa... will only work on friday and saturday... after exam ler~~ i will work full-time!! earn money!!

什么都不想也许是最好的方法了...
问题来了,才面对,再解决...
什么都不想管了....

complicated

2008-10-22T14:53:00.004+08:00

so many things happened for the past few days.. happened so fast, so sudden and so messy.. made me barely breath.. i really need to take a rest... a great rest.. to relieve myself.. i tried to escape, but i got no way to go.. i wanna face it, but i just dono how to do.. damn~ i thought everything is over but why it comes again?? gosh... i really don have time to think of it 1st.. so many assignments and exams i need to study for... my brain aint that big to fit so many things at the same time!! exam coming soon, i dowan to disappoint my parents.. i dowan to disappoint myself too.. what can i say?? i wanna go home...

hope everything will remain unchanged,
why things happened in this way?
wat did i do?? why am i involved?
in fact, i shouldn't appear in their life.....

lazy~

2008-10-17T00:43:00.003+08:00

i'm so lazy to blog~~ was busying with my assignments and exam! gosh.. exam is really around the corner now.. 3rd of nov!!! huhu, and i'm pretty sure that i'm not ready for it yet.. haih, tried to work extra hard on it but it seems like not enuf yet... okie, 2mr is the trial day for my new job!! hehe, kinda excited ya.. oh ya! i forgot to type my resume! oops, gonna do it after i blog.. Yea, i was very enjoyed my week! i met some new friends of mine and all of them are so friendly and funny! haha.. most of them are thai so.. yea, i know a little bit of thai now.. hahaha... very enjoy hang-out with them... will try to take some photos of them and show to u guys 1 day.. haha.. okie, ntg much to say today.. Nite Nite!!

message to my dear fren ( i hope u know i'm talking to u):

no matter what decision u make, i will still support u.. just an advice to u, don change yrself if u're not willing to.. there's no point for us to do something which make us unhappy right? i want u to be happy.. i'm always there for u whenever u need me.. okie? BE HAPPY~!!

消失了,
真的消失了...
是时候要放下一切,
重新开始...
我得到答案了.... =)

semangat sia~~

2008-10-11T19:18:00.005+08:00

yes, i'm back to blog again.. didnt really blog much for the past few weeks... miss out lots of things to share with u guys.. nvm~ nvm~ let's talk about the recent me la..

okie, 1st thing! i quited my job! yes, i stopped working in the chinese restaurant already.. don really enjoy working there because lots of things happened between staffs and it was kinda complicated. So~ i quited it.. muahaha.... and my friend introduced me another job in a western restaurant!! work as waitress again, but the work is more relaxing compared to the previously 1 and the pay is so much higher !! yea, i went to interview yesterday.. thx God everything went well, they asked me to have 2 hours trial next friday only decide wanna take me or not.. Hmmm, i think should be alright for me la.. Haha..

Next~~ i really really need to work extra extra hard on my studies d.. there is less than a month left to study!! Gosh... i really don hope to disappoint my parents!! honest;y, i feel pretty stress now! exam week is getting nearer and i still haven prepare well yet!! arrhhh~ so i promised myself.. this is the last week i can enjoy!! really is the LAST WEEK!! no more EMO!! no more ENJOY!! just STUDY!!!!!! i wasted so much time last time... i dowan to repeat what i did and mke myself regret... regret is the biggest disaster in my principle!! i don wanna disappoint them... don wanna disappoint myself.. and don wanna REGRET!! so yea, i really need to spend all my time on study from now on.. hope i really can make it.. really really hope i can finish up everything before exam.. Huhu~

Last~~ i will just leave everything behind my head and concentrate on my study now.. haih, hope i really can do it... nothing and nobody can affect my mood anymore.. was trying hard to find the old me.. but now, i've changed my mind.. i wanna find a better me, live in a better way and accept the new me!!

活出自我,
不会再让自己后悔...
加油!!

try to be strong

2008-10-07T01:14:00.002+08:00

i'm trying hard to be strong.. trying hard not to escape the reality and face all the problems.. i'm just so useless.. why a small matter like this can affect my mood so easily? why am i so weak recently? why? there are lots of questions in my head.. i wanted to find out the answer so badly... but just dono how... why people can change so fast?? this week say this, the next week can be so much different d... or~~~ i think too much? things aren't like what i thought and what i saw? aiks.. hope all of these can keep away from my mind as soon as possible..

是我想太多吗?
真的很迷惑.....

time flies~~

2008-10-03T00:12:00.002+08:00

damn, time really flies.. it's october now. 1 more month then i need to sit for the big big exam and go back my home sweet home d.. miss my family so much, but somehow i will bu she de to leave all my friends in Perth.. aharx~ aiks.. dono what to write in my blog la.. okie, just start talking about my day ba...

Yes, today went to royal show with my friends!! this is the 2nd time i went there but with different group of friends.. Well, had so much fun there.. played lots of things inside until i'm so broke now!! Gosh, it's so exp per game but yet.. we still willing to pay it and have fun.. muahahha.. we went there from around 3 o'clock until 9 o'clock.. saw some other friends there as well.. leave there after the fireworks lor.. the fireworks not bad lor.. better than Labuan~~ muahahhaa... okie, after leave royal show then we went to have dinner in Uncle Billy.. the foods are quite nice and big potions, price is reasonable too.. yea, another plc for us to have dinner next time. ^^

我真的乱了,
到底是为什么呢?
事实是象我肉眼看见的吗?
你的思想真的让我猜不透......

public holiday

2008-09-30T00:47:00.002+08:00

today is public holiday! but i don remember what special day is it d.. muahaha.. okie, woke up kinda early this morning as i need to work at 11.30am.. if not mistaken, my pay is 1.5 times extra per hour due to the public holiday.. Muahaha, so happy ler.. can gain more money d.. Hehe.. Well, the shop isn't as busy as what i expected but yet lots of stuffs to do.. tired~~ tired~~ tired~~ i finished work at around 3pm and went for lunch until around 4.30pm then went home lur..

reached home--> rest --> dinner --> rest --> bb competition.

yes, let's talk about today's match.. when i reached the court, our opponents never show up themselves after 10 mins so we considered win this match lor.. that's mean~~ WE GOT INTO THE FINAL~!! Wuu~~ got chance to get champion d lor.. haha.. damn happy after know the news.. Hope we can play well in the final and get champion la.. muahahaha..

我明白了...我懂了..一切都是我想太多..
到底这感觉谁对谁错, 我于不想追问..
越是在乎的人越是猜不透....

tuition free week again..

2008-09-28T20:45:00.002+08:00

Here comes tuition free week again~~ aiyo~!! i dowan to have tuition free week la~~ becoz maths mid term exam will held on the week right after ttn free week... HuHu~~ i dowan~~

Well, i totally cant enjoy this ttn free week!! need to work hard on my english research essay which is super duper ma fan!! need 2000 words essay man!! Gosh~ need to find lots lots lots lots of information from the internet and use lots lots lots lots of my brain juice to write the 2000 words~~ @.@ after english ler~ got chemistry psi tests some more!! If not mistaken, i should complete 7 psi test by now BUT~!! i haven even touch it yet! Damn~~~ YAN ah Yan~ WAKE UP N START WORKING OK~!!???

Hehe, beside study n work.. of coz cant stop enjoying life de la~~ Perth royal show is here!! is here!! is finally here!! muahaha, i waited for so many months d and finally it's here~~ will pose photos of it when i go there.. haha, so excited!! hope it wont disappoint me la.. ^^

random........

2008-09-25T22:08:00.010+08:00

when family is not by my side... friends are the most important persons in my life... i believe true friends are always there when u're down, sad and lonely.. these few days also don have mood to write blog.. so, just update some photos of mine to let u guys know how am i going these few days then..my lovely darling Hui Wen birthday on 22th september!! planned to give her a surprise but too bad~~ wrong timing~~ it doesnt surprise her much i guess.. haha.. anyways, hope she enjoy the party and activity we planned for her..using apple strudel as a replacement of cake.. hehe.. much more tasty and meaningful ~~
yes! i love her.. muahaha.. my beloved darling.. muahaha....
P.S : spot the watch! a new present for myself.. new watch~~ no photo of it.. will update later once i got it..awwhh~ i love this photo.. she is so cute.. aharx! too bad honey isn't there...eeerrrhhheerrmmmm~~~~ this is how chu lu am i in the class.. OmG~~ i'm not girl la!! image spoilt d.. muahahaha.... but... who cares?arrrggghhh~~~~ i'm fat!! fat!! and fat!!! plus a little bit of muscular.... =.=this is what turned out when lecturer was not in the class and students were suffering from boringness~~

seeking the old me

2008-09-21T23:08:00.002+08:00

i'm so lost... completely lost.. dono how to explain my feeling now.. dono wat should i do now.. trying hard to find the old me.. i'm changed.. completely changed.. i hate myself.. hate myself for being so weak.. hate myself for being so selfish.. what i wan? what i need? i don't know at all.. There's nothing i can do now.. just keep wait......wait....and wait.... but wat am i waiting for? no idea....... i'm so tired...

Thx Daddy~!! MuAcKzzz~!!!

2008-09-16T23:40:00.003+08:00

WuuHooo~~ Today very happy! coz my beloved Daddy bought me a new fon and i received it today! Love you so much Daddy!! muahahah... yeaps.. Honey's parents just arrived today.. they helped me to bring over my new hp to me.. Thx to my Honey + honey's parents too!! Muackzz.. Actually i wan2 buy the pink colour 1 but unfortunately it was out of stock and will only arrive on wed which is too late to my honey's parents to bring over here.. But~~ nvm la.. still love the black 1.. Well, just met honey's parents just now.. they are so cute and friendly!! haha.. really nice to meet them.. okie.. that's all for today.. recently was busy working so unable to update my blog.. Hehe, will try my best to update more often la.. Yeah.. 2mr will get my very 1st salary.. Yeppi~~~ excited oh~~ ^^ ok.. that's all la.. buai buai~Yes~~ this is my new baby... muahahha.. Samsung F-480.. i wan the pink 1~!!!! but nvm la.. black still looks ok.. aharx~!! once again.. THX DADDY!!! MUACKZZ

worry

2008-09-11T01:58:00.002+08:00

Gosh~!! 2mr got assessment and NOW 1.58am only i finished read all the articles.. was struggling along with my honey on all those 9 stupid long articles.. @@ damn tired.. Although i finished read all the articles.. i dono why, just feel so insecure!! arhhh, just feel that i'm not well-prepared yet!! I should put more confident on myself.. Just being praised by my lecturer that my essay improved d.. i really don hope to disappoint him 2mr... ARHH~ God, must bless me! give me wisdom so that i can do well in 2mr assessment.. okie.. gotta go.. bubuai~

Oops, be4 i forget... today is the 2nd day i work.. okie~~ earning money isn't as easy as i thought.. Damn~ so tired...... did something wrong again today and made me feel like quiting!! (just feel only.. i wont let myself give up so easily..Hehe)... okie.. ciaoz... Nite~

1st day work

2008-09-09T23:19:00.004+08:00

Yo~ Today is the 1st day i work oh.. Hehe, how was it? Hmm, only few words can describe it.. 平时不做事,做事就打烂东西 in Cantonese.. 1st day then broke a cup and did lots of stupid stuffs d.. Muahaha.. Well, it was really a good experience to me since i never work before.. need to memorize a lot of stuffs and need to do everything in fast speed!! all the workers there are damn fast man! walk fast, clean up fast even talk also fast!! Sometime barely catch what they are saying.. i think most of the Hong Kee is like that la.. haha.. need to improve my Cantonese as well~!! i can understand Cantonese but it's kinda hard for me to speak Cantonese lor.. that's why i never speak much while i'm working.. speak less wrong less =X

Yeah~!! Finally my honey move in with me d! Yeppi~~ got ppl accompany me to school d lur.. muahaha.. can walk to uni 2gether, play 2gether and study 2gether! Hehe, hope can really study 2gether la... okie.. that's all for my day~~ ntg much special happened Today.. Oh ya~! i will take a photo of myself with my work uniform someday and post it up! i really look funny with the uniform! aharx.. okie la.. Nite Nite~

peaceful day

2008-09-08T22:38:00.006+08:00

Monday! hehe, what always happen in Monday? of coz is my bb match lar.. muahaha.. yeah~ today we won!! i think we played great in defense Today.. although i never contribute much things to the team.. but i think i did what i should do in the team la.. Well, i really need to train more in offense.. Huh~ always dono where to stand.. keep walk here n there like nobody business like that.. really need to practice more ler.. i guess i was affect by my last match.. whenever i get ball, really not dare to shoot d.. keep on passing to my teammates although i'm open.. Arrhh~~ need to build up my confident and let my teammates got confidence on me too.. TRAIN HARDER~~ i think that's all i can do.. hehe.. anyways, nice game girls! ^^

went to class this afternoon and took some ss photos in the class again.. Was very enjoy Today's class.. Dono what happen to our lecturer, keep doing some silly stuffs in the class.. He took 1 of my fren's pencil case and started doing silly action.. my fren's pencil case is like a dog doll, so the lecturer took it and played with it.. still did the dog bark voice.. omg.. just damn funny man! cant believe our lecturer is sooo soo soo funny... hahaha
The way he played with the pencil case!

after class then went to my honey's place and helped her to move house! She really got loooots of stuffs!! i think got more than 7 boxes of stuffs.. dono what she brought la.. damn many.. She is not staying here tonight yet.. 2mr only will move in officially! aharx.. cant wait oh~~ after helped her then i also head to bb court lur...

Yes!! i'm working 2mr night~~!!! arrhh~~ i'm so excited!! hope it will go smoothly la.. God~ bless me hard hard ya~~~Nite Nite~

i guess.. i'm lost

2008-09-07T19:30:00.003+08:00

Sunday!! again, i didnt go to church.. aiks.. over-sleep d la.. woke up around 2pm!! arhhh.. i'm so pig recently.. always wake up that late..

Yeah!! my honey is moving in with me tomorrow!! As one of my housemate moved out d.. so my honey decided to move in lor.. she will be staying in my room and i'm moving to the other room.. MEANS~~ i've moved to a new room! yea.. was busy clean-up and moved all my stuffs to the new room the whole day.. tiring man!! spent almost 3 to 4 hours doing it~!! feel good to live in a new environment.. although the new room is smaller than the previous 1.. somehow i still like it.. hehe..

After finished all the works.. dinner...shower.. and start sitting in front of the computer again.. my life is damn bored!! what a boring sunday.. tomorrow need to go class again! arrrhhh~~ i wan to have another week free pls!!

have been so many days didnt receive his news d.. damn! i dowan to have such relationship.. i don hope i will use to this kind of life. 叹气已经变成我的习惯.... 你到底在那里?? 站在我面前,我却看不见你...这种感觉让我觉得快喘不过气来..很没有安全感.... =(你说你在乎..为什么我感觉不到??我开始觉得,我迷路了...真的迷路了..

-=getting busier =-

2008-09-06T23:40:00.003+08:00

Sem 2 is not free as Sem 1 anymore.. syllabus is getting harder and we need to spend more time on it ler.. assessment and projects are harder and more complicated than Sem 1.. But, compared to the others foundation students.. i guess Perth curtin foundation students are consider as free d.. haha.. Well, i need to submit an English Academic Writing essay on Monday but until now i haven finish read all the articles wor.. Aiks.. need to rush everything d.. Beside that, i got assessment on the coming thursday and i need to finish 9 articles for the assessment.. On the other hands, i got job d!! YEAH! finally the boss phoned me! hehe.. he phoned me yesterday night and asked me to start working next tuesday.. as i'm new and need to train more so i need to do more shifts than the others.. Hence, i need to work on tues to sunday next week!! wahh... really a lot man! got a bit worry will affect my studies.. will try the 1st week 1st.. if it affect my studies, i will cut down my shifts lur.. need to cherish every single time to study d lor.. tonight and 2mr need to do my english essay.. Monday submit it then night got bb match.. tuesday night onward got work.. a bit worry got no enough time to prepare my thursday's assessment.. But i think should be alright la.. can study it in the afternoon.. anyways, the main point of today's post is just... Hmmm, I'm getting busier and busier... Hope i can loss weights.. muahahhaa..

new hairstyle

2008-09-04T17:22:00.004+08:00

Yan with short fringe.. >.<

okie, i desperately need comments!!

i need my hair back!!

2008-09-03T20:43:00.003+08:00

Was disappeared for 2 days.. busying with something so no time to update.. what happened in these days? I CUT MY FREAKING FRINGE!! and it is FREAKING UGLY n SHORT!! how do i look like now? some ppl said i look like KOREAN!!! some said i look like CHINA DOLL~!! ARHHH~!! i don k wat i look like but i'm pretty sure that i look UGLY n WEIRD n FUNNY n !@#$%^&*(*%$#@%* Why am i made such a sudden decide to cut my fringe!!! well, i think i watched drama too much.. thought that new hairstyle = new life.. okie, my life really CHANGED now.. I WANT MY HAIR BACK!!!!!! GoSh, whenever i look into the mirror, foul language just cant stop coming out from my mouth!!!! ARHHH~~~~~~ okie, pray to God that my hair can grow faster!! Huhu~~ i miss my old fringe~~

end of week free

2008-08-31T15:23:00.001+08:00

ok~ week free is ending soon!! tomorrow gonna attend classes d~!! SIENZZZ~~~ HuHu, well... what i did during the week free?? Hmmm, 1 word to describe.. NOTHING!! Haih, everyday wake up around 2pm or 3pm... feed my stomach then start sitting in front of the lap top and doing nothing again! although i got nothing to do but yet i don feel like studying wor~~ Damn! i said wan2 study during week free de.. but end up everyday past like good-for-nothing.. Haih, holidays also sien.. study also sien.. Huhu, why am i so sienz~!!??? who can answer me~!!?? sob

No Mood =(

2008-08-25T23:39:00.003+08:00

It's Monday again, since i'm having my tuition-free week, so i woke up around 11am and went to yum cha with frens.. i have to admit that, Perth's dim sum are damn nice!! or should i say Labuan got no nice dim sum? aharx~~ okie, after brunch then we went to play ping pong since one of my friends need to wait his car done from workshop.. Wuu~ ping-pong ler, never try that game seriously before.. was kinda enjoyed it.. Well, after ping-pong session, went to have a glass of yummy jasmine milk tea then followed friend to get his car from workshop..

Okie, after get his car, he also sent us home lur.. While on the way sending us home, bad thing happened!! his car broke down in the middle of the road~!! @@ his car only backed from service and now break down again!! We waited the mechanical more than an hour there!! As some of my friends have match at 6.15pm so they phoned other people came and pick us up and rushed to the bb court!!

Luckily we still manage to get there on time.. and they won! congratz~~ =) since my match starts at 10 so we went to have light dinner before my match start.. dinner--> change clothe --> bb court..

Okie, i seriously hated myself so much today!! I dono what's wrong with me!! Honestly, i played sux today! i shot more than 5 balls but none of them in~!! i dono what's wrong with me! when i get the ball, i was thinking a lot of things.. and it was too much!! i keep telling myself at least help the team to score some points but that's totally brought negative impact to the team! the more i think in this way, the more i shoot, the more balls i wasted~!! Damn! the last 2 minutes, when i get the rebound, i accidentally stepped the opponent's foot and i sprained my ankle!! after i fell down, still being stepped by the opponent! THAT IS TOTALLY FUCKED-UP MAN!! (sry for the rude word)... At last, we still lost by 5.. actually we were leading at the beginning but because of ME! because of my greediness!! we lost! haih, i really feel sorry! =( Anyways, my injury is not that serious.. not really pain.. i think will fully recover few days later... Leg not very pain but heart very pain =( Huhu, although my teammates didnt blame me, but i knew that i ruined the match! SRY!! I PROMISE I WILL OFFENSE BETTER NEXT TIME!! ='(

next thing, again.. never receive his news at all.. the whole day.. the 1st mes is also the last mes i get today.. kinda disappointed =(

Okie, that's all for today... 1 word to describe my day.. BAD, very very BAD~!!

Tension

2008-08-23T20:49:00.002+08:00

Thx to Bill GAtes~~

The Moment you are in Tension
You will lose your Attention
Then you are in total Confusion
And you will feel Irritation
Then you will spoil personal Relation
Ultimately, you won't get Co - Operation
Then you will make things Complication
Then your blood pressure may raise Caution
And you may have to take Medication
Instead, understand the Situation
And try to think about the Solution
Many problems will be solved by Discussion
This will work out better in your Profession
Don't think it's my free Suggestion
It's only for your Prevention
If you understand my Intention
You will never come again to Tension

1 week holiday start~!!!

2008-08-23T18:06:00.002+08:00

WuUuU~~ holiday liao lur~~ i suppose to feel happy right? why i'm not? =( what i gonna do during my holidays? no idea at all.. work? nah~~ not during this holiday, boss only hire when he back from Hong Kong which is the week after the tuition free week!! Damn it, i thought can earn some extra pocket money during this holiday, too bad~~ but nvm la, as long as i get a job =D (think so)

Well, i think it will be a boring week for me~~ honey busy for work, don have any plans yet.. very sienz~~ probably sing k or movies? yAwN~~ sounds bore to me~~ just keep repeating the same things.. Arhhh, any idea?? Gosh, i'm so lame~ writing such things on blog!

i woke up at 3pm this afternoon. Muahaha, slept like pig!! keep stick on the bed until around 4 something only willing to leave the bed.. Arhhh~~ what a boring Saturday!! did some house chores then went to online chatting with friends.. finished dinner then sit in front of my lappy till now~~ HuHu, i'm soo boring~~ who can set me free from boringness? *sob* =(

why am i so moody these days? affected by him~~!? no comments.. =(

stil in birthday mood

2008-08-21T17:24:00.009+08:00

Yea, i'm still in birthday mood although it past 3 days d. Thx all my friends for all the parties ya.

17/08 = celebrate with basketball friends. a wonderful steamboat party and birthday cake at 12.00am on 18/08/08.. (mentioned in my previous post)

18/08 = a very very big surprise party from my church cell members! it was Monday and after i finished my basketball match, my cell group members ambushed me in the basketball court!! Awhh~ they are just so so so so sweet~~ really touched by you guys but i still manage to control my tears la.. or u can say i'm a little cold-blooded..thx u all.. Thx for the surprise guys! especially Ian, the surprise planner/master mind. And also my beloved kai jie Chiaw yee ( HoHo), Tze Yan ( Chong Chong) and Xiao Hui ( Wah Wah ).. Thx u guys soo much! muackzz~~I was wearing jersey some more~~ just finish the match.. still look messy la!! Thx for the Hillsong United CD, my 18th balloon and the cake! the cake was really tasty! LoVe It~~Cell group members.. thx for everything! see u guys on friday! Sry for the blur picture.. got red-eyes some more.. Lazy wan2 edit it.. i look ugly!

19/08 = celebrate with foster parents and housemates.. went to dinner together and they gave me present as well.. Thx to Christine and Gemma for the presents!! Love it so much! After that went to sleep over in my honey's house and she bought me cake again!! arrhh~ love u so much oh honey! it's ice-cream Tiramisu cake! although it doesn't taste like tiramisu but still very satisfied la... Eat the whole cake with spoon!! Oh my~ the feeling was damn nice! very very satisfied! thx thx.. After the ice-cream then honey and jun brought me to casino. Wuu~ 1st time went to casino.. My luck was pretty good that day so i won some money.. I think that's what beginner's luck + birthday luck which people always say.. Haha..Cake from my honey and Jun..

20/08 = Tiong spend me sing k in Hitz.. yea.. went to sing k with tiong and sing liang them.. never see sing liang for ages.. Haha, anyways, enjoyed the sing k session with they all! thx a lot!! ^^

Lovely presents from all my lovely friends... CD from cell group members.. Fabulous lip gloss from foster parents. Body Shop's Body Lotion from Gemma.. Cute Crystal Ball from Christine.. Very nice key chain from Amanda.. And lovely LV wallet from parents and **Secret!!!** =P

Happy Birthday 2 me~~

2008-08-18T17:01:00.010+08:00

Yeah~!!! today is my big 18th birthday!! haha.. very nice date ler... 2008年8月18日18岁生日!! hehe.. yeaps~~ i'm a big gal now.. can go metro(club) and burswood(casino) ler~ thx for all the wishes from my frens ya.. appreciate them very very much!! well, had a small steamboat party for myself yesterday.. kinda enjoy it.. too bad not all the frens able to attend it but still very happy la.. hehe.. They gave me a so-called surprise birthday cake.. haha.. ice-cream cake eh.. very very nice lor.. haha.. really happy to know all my frens here, having such frens is my best birthday present lur!!

my birthday cake and i~~ haha.. look very delicious right? and yes! it's sooooo delicious!! ^^ even though i knew they will buy me cake but when they sing birthday song while taking the cake for me, i was just sooo touch!! gan dong oh~~

my birthday party planner and i~!! hehe, thx for the birthday party yea.. although it's not a surprise anymore... bLeRkszz

1 of my tai ka jie and i~~ after the cutting cake session.. here goes to the photography session.. still got lots of stupid photos in fren's camera.. will upload soon when i get it..

Group photo!! still got lots of frens didnt attend and went home ler.. anyways, really gonna say thanks to all of them as throwing such wonderful birthday party for me!! LoVe U ALL~~!! MuAcKssSSssZZZ

Flash back

2008-08-17T12:43:00.013+08:00

Look back all my photos in my lappy.. saw many old photos and made me missing home so much!! haih.. i miss my family so much~!! miss u miss u miss u miss u

yeah.. the only 全家幅 which got my grandma inside.. awhhh, i gonna home sick again!! really miss them so much!!

Let's talk about my family..

my Dad~!! the most important man in my life oh.. haha.. A lovely person who always gives mentally and physically supports in everything i do.. taught me how to be a better person whenever chances he got.. A great dad of mine who willing to sacrifice everything to protect our home.. Love u dad~!

yes, My Mom~!! ( or sister la).. haha.. the most important woman in my life.. whenever both of us go out together sure got a lot of people say we look like sisters de.. well, i dono is i look too old or she looks too young!! hahaha.. our relationship is more like a friend.. always "38" and shopping together.. A great mom of mine who gives her greatest mother love to me and means a lot in my life.. really really miss u~!!!

Next~~ My lovely cute grandma!! haha.. she is a very great chef oh.. miss her foods the most~!! A very cute grandma who always hope all of the family members finish all the foods she cooks.. my lovely lovely grandma!! muackzz

My eldest brother~! hehe, a person who loves to "gek" and "kacau" me.. a forced driver of mine who always bring me here and there.. haha... Good in drawing and arts.. hmm.. the Kong's future architecture and photographer?? haha.. will wait n see..

My younger brother~~ hehe, another artistic person in our family.. very good in music and photogenic.. a great singing partner and pianist of mine.. also being forced to play piano and let me to sing.. hehe.. a very determined person and i just simply feel proud to have this brother.. miss the time we 38 together so much! miss you~~~~

yea~~ my youngest brother! so cute right?? haha.. he always being forced to SS and ban ke ai with me.. haha.. who asks him so cute la.. cant blame me de ma... hehe.. a very good brother who always accompany me to play bb and do stupid things.. Just simply love to bully him.. "WING, wait i go back labuan 1 on 1 bb with u again la.. don lose to me and said u fang shui again.. haha.." wish him can grow taller ba.. muahahahaha... sHorTiE~~~~

before i end~~ there is another important person in my family again.. but too bad i don have her photo.. my AUNT~!! My 姑姑~~ hehe.. she just like our nanny who takes care of my brothers and i.. We always will "buaya" her to buy us foods and things.. hehe.. on top of that, she is the person who brings me to church since i was young and let me understand the greatest love of God.. Thx for everything u've done for me.. Love u so much!!

In Conclusion.... I MISS AND LOVE U ALL SO MUCH!!

sore throat

2008-08-15T23:09:00.005+08:00

cough cough cough cough cough... non-stop coughing.. haih.. so sien.. just recovered from flu.. now start coughing again.. since the day i reach Perth this sem, never free from sickness~!! arrhh, sick n tired of it.. my throat really really pain lor.. even swallow saliva also will feel pain.. aiks aiks aiks.. so hate the feeling!! my immune system really getting weaker lor.. bu dim bu dim

okie, let's talk about today.. went to chemistry lab at 2pm this afternoon.. when i walked in the lab, my frens started saying me look very pale and sick!! said i should rest more at home and shouldn't attend the lab.. actually i thought of skipping lab today but as i skipped it last week d i don't hope to miss anything important again so i just attend lor.. Well, kinda enjoy the whole experiment today.. Did lots of mistakes.. haha.. Sometime i will feel like ruining experiments purposely just to see what will happen lo.. mixing chemical here and there and purposely dowan to follow the given procedure.. i know it's dangerous but i just simply enjoy doing it.. (DON TRY THIS IN LAB IF U ARE NOT WELL-TRAINED LIKE ME!) okie, after finished everything i also left the lab lur~

it was 4 o'clock.. i don feel like going home yet! suddenly heard my frens said wanna buy something in city i also followed them lur.. well, get scolded by my frens again.. "wei, u sick then go home rest la go city for wat again.. " i know~ i know~ but i just don feel like going home wor.. so i also ignored what they said and followed them go city lor.. shopped a while then went to take dinner in north bridge.. well, i think all of us were very hungry la.. 3 of us ordered 4 dishes man! 3 girls some more, kinda worried we cant finish everything but at last we also managed to finish.. was kinda forcing myself to eat cos don feel like wasting foods and my throat is really PAIN!! At last, 3 of us full till cant wake up! arrhh, the feeling so uneasy lor.. chit-chatting at there until dowan to leave the place.. but the waitress was trying to turf us so we also leave lor..

okie, finished dinner ler.. 3 of us still dowan to go home yet!! so cham la.. 有家不回的小孩...hahaha, so we decided to spend some time in timezone.. play~play~play~ we didn't realize that it was almost 10 d~!! ok~ it's time to go home.. all of us looked so exhausted~ haha, but really enjoyed the time la..

reached home... shower... and blogging.. hehe.. stop here 1st.. bubuai~

SUPPER!!!!

2008-08-13T23:15:00.004+08:00

ARRHHH~~~ i broke my "jian fei da zuo zhan"(减肥大作战) again!! Was chit-chatting with house mates after my shower and suddenly we looked at each other and suggested find something to eat.. Well, actually all of us are on diet.. BUT, everyone agrees to take a day-off and eat SUPPER!! haha, opened up the fridge and saw a packet of instant curry puff. it looks attractive ya~~ we decided to eat it as our supper.. While waiting the curry puffs cooked, we grabbed some mandarins and watched olympic.. DING~! supper done... yerr, it's not as nice as what i expected.. haha.. but the curry puffs really look cute!Zeng~ Zeng~ curry puffs~~ very cute yi xia de lor.. hahahhaa
our work done.. =P

sHoPaHoLiC

2008-08-13T19:09:00.006+08:00

Yeah~ i'm wondering that am i consider as a shopaholic? i just enjoy shopping very much like other girls do. Muahaha, well, i went to shopping again just now~!! Was finished class at 12pm and went to city to shop with honey after that. Actually the main purpose we went to city is to find job. Yes, i feel bad to spend parents' money on unnecessary things (their point of view) like nobody business but i really really cant resist all the lovely stuffs in the mall. Well, i think the best solution is to earn my own money! Muahahaha, asked few restaurants d, wish they willing to hire me la. What i can do is just stay at home and wait their call. PRAY TO GOD THAT I WILL GET THE JOB LA!!

okie, back to the shopping part. I bought quite a lot of things but seriously, they are DAMN CHEAP man!! A cardigan which only cost me $29.90!!! Really drive honey and I crazy when both of us saw the price. After all the shopping, I asked honey to accompany me to Gucci and LV shops. Wanna buy myself a better quality wallet since my wallet "hangkang" by me the other day. Hmmm, unfortunately, none of them attracted me ler (i believe my parents will think it's very lucky to hear i say so). After the shopping and window shopping, honey and i also headed to supermarket to buy some groceries. Finished everything around 6pm then went home lur~~my shopping spree, total is below $100.. DAMN CHEAP LA!!

Reached home and did some house chores before dinner. Arrhh, i got English Academic Writing's assessment tomorrow.. Although i read up all the articles but i haven make up my mind which points i want to write. Okie, stop here 1st.. gonna spend some time on my tomorrow's assessment. see ya!2 So Poh eating Starburst and taking photos on the street. =P
P.S: I LOVE WHITE!!

12th August, 2008

2008-08-12T15:30:00.006+08:00

Yo~! long time never blog d.. hehe.. sry lor.. was kinda lazy and ntg to blog la..

well, i had my class at 12pm to 2pm today.. after class went to have KFC with frens.. aiks.. i need to say something about it, Australia's KFC not nice la!! i ordered the spicy 1 but it's not spicy at all... buuu~~ so miss home ler... huhu.. okie.. after lunch then i also went home lur.. did some house chores and started work-out for my coming Thursday's assessment.. arrhh... i was given 12 pages of articles to read.. but i only managed to finish 4 pages of them then lazy want to continue anymore.. So, i decided to blog for a while and back to the reading again.. I need to write an argumentative essay about drug with the title of "Is a harm minimisation approach to illicit drug use more effective than zero tolerance?"... i personally think that zero tolerance will effectively diminish drug use but it's not a good way to solve the problem compared to harm minimisation.. Hey! Hey! why am i arguing this in my blog? haha.. okie, skip this topic~~~~~~~~~

Ok, ya.. spring is coming soon!! Yes!! this few days weather not that cold anymore.. no more raining! Thx God.. haha.. recovering slowly from insomnia.. back to the active me again.. hehe.. Thx to all my friends who cares and concerns me so much! Love u all~ muackss.. hehe

enough~~~~ i need to back to my articles d.. gonna stop snaking lur~~ okie.. blog again next time.. buai

tired~~

2008-08-06T20:12:00.005+08:00

winter ah winter.. go away pls!! huhu.. this few days i keep wake up in the middle of the night due to the COLDNESS~!! non-stop sneezing then will stay awake until the next morning.. cant really concentrate in class cause i'm too tired.. every time classmate also will ask "yan, u still sick meh? why u look so pucat 1? " usually they will receive the same answer " lack of sleep la.. yawn~~ ".. Haih, really so hate winter oh.. Before this very hope to stay in a plc wheres got snow but ah.. aiyo~~ MALAYSIA IS THE BEST~!! the colder i am, the more i miss home!!

went to class at 9 this morning. was super tired la!! did some works in class and finished at 12. Promised Xiao Hui to go gym today so after class we met in uni and had lunch 2gether. Went to city and shops for a while before we head to Fitness First. I bought a novel today, hehe.. dono why suddenly got the mood want to read novel. i bought " Shopaholic & Baby" by Sophie Kinsella. I read her novel before, was kinda addicted to her previous composition " Can you keep a secret?". Well, after buying the novel both of us also went to gym lur. I was seriously tired la, do the track mail for half an hour then stopped and did steam bath n sauna. After finished everything Xiao Hui and i went to buy some groceries then went home lur..
Shopaholic & Baby by Sophie Kinsella

I'm so addicted to THIS~~!! awwhhh, so sweet lur... gonna buy again 2mr.. ^^

4th of August

2008-08-05T01:04:00.002+08:00

Today is monday! yea.. just had bb comp just now.. Well, our team played quite good.. we won 6 points.. hehe.. ji happy yi xia cos we were lost to that team 2 weeks ago.. Muahahha.. today we all played till very nice lor.. better than what we expected!! haha.. 1 of my teammates managed to shoot in 2 3 points balls.. WuuU~ the 3 point queen was born!! thx to LiLo.. muahaha.. our opponents are ang mo again.. this time.. got 1 Ah Ma in the team lor.. i think got about 50 years old?? white hairs and skin 'lao lao' d.. But don underestimate her oh.. even though she very thin and old but can really play well oh~ ok la.. ntg special in the court.. sleepy d.. ciaoz~

Araluen trip

2008-08-03T20:03:00.004+08:00

Yeah~~ Went to Araluen this afternoon with friends. Where is it? Haha.. It's a botanic park. A friend of mine saw their advertisement few days ago and was attracted by the beautiful flowers in the newspaper so we decided to have a look there today. Well, we were totally disappointed~!! NO FLOWERS LA!! Got some la but really so big different from the advertisement we saw. But it's our fault also la, where got ppl go to botanic park during winter?? haha.. went there and had a short walk around the park. Well, try u imagine how boring is a botanic park without flowers!! Gosh~~ nvm la.. As least we had fun , got a crazy cam-whoring section there since there are no flowers to take.. Haha, plan to go again during spring..

very nice ler?? don get cheated ah~!! this is only the entrance! entrance leng leng but inside empty 1..

nice story

2008-08-03T19:59:00.002+08:00

A very nice article i received from a friend.. hope u guys enjoy reading it.. i was so touch after read it.. really nice story...

I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a
cashier hand this
little boy some money back..

The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years
old.

The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have
enough money to buy this
doll.'

Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to
him: ''Granny, are
you sure I don't have enough money?''

The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have
enough money to buy
this doll, my dear.''

Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes
while she went to look
around.
She left quickly.

The little boy was still holding the doll in his
hand.

Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he
wished to give this doll
to.

'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted
so much for Christmas.

She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to
her.'

I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring
it to her after
all, and not to worry.

But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't
bring it to her
where she is now.

I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can
give it to my sister
when she goes there.'

His eyes were so sad while saying this.

'My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that
Mommy is going to
see God very soon too, so I thought that she could
take the doll with her to
give it to my sister.''

My heart nearly stopped.

The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told
daddy to tell mommy
not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back
from the mall.'

Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he
was laughing. He then
told me 'I want mommy to take my picture with her so
she won't forget me.'

'I love my mommy and I wish she doesn't have to
leave me, but daddy
says that she has to go to be with my little
sister.'

Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very
quietly.

I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy.
'Suppose we check
again,
just in case you do have enough money for the
doll?''

'OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.' I added
some of my money
to his without him seeing and we started to count
it.

There was enough for the doll and even some spare
money.

The little boy said: 'Thank you God for giving me
enough money!'

Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night
before I went to sleep
for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this
doll, so that mommy
could give it to my

sister. He heard me!''

'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white
rose for my mommy,
but I didn't dare to ask God for too much.

But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white
rose.''

'My mommy loves white roses.'

A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I
left with my basket.

I finished my shopping in a totally different state
from when I started.

I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind.

Then I remembered a local news paper article two
days ago, which
mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car
occupied by a young

woman and a little girl.

The little girl died right away, and the mother was
left in a critical
state.
The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on
the life-sustaining
machine,
because the

young woman would not be able to recover from the
coma.

Was this the family of the little boy?

Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I
read in the news
paper that the young woman had passed away.

I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white
roses and I went to
the funeral home where the body of the young woman
was exposed for people
to see and make last

wishes before her burial.

She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful
white rose in her
hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll
placed over her chest..

I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life
had been changed for
ever... The love that the little boy had for his
mother and his
sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine.

And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had
taken all this away
from him.

new jersey!

2008-08-01T23:11:00.005+08:00

yes.. there are the photos of my jersey which i promised to post in ma blog.. hehe.. nice?? it's quite unique to me.. special meaning.. my 1st jersey in Aus.. ^^

the front design and the pants.. err.. actually it's "baller 4 life".. then the ppl said got a '4' word not nice then changed the 4 to the doll.. haha.. very funny lor.. since it written 2008.. does it mean we got new jersey again next year??? muahahaha... hope so!!

okie.. here goes the other side of the jersey.. well.. i love this side lor.. love the angel wings.. our team named "51% angel 49% devil" such a creative name eh... when i receive the jersey and saw the name i just cant stop laughing.. the name is creative but i think it's a bit hard for us to cheer right? so damn long de name hor.. haha.. "51% angel 49% devil~!! jia you jia you jia you!!" haha.. so funny lor.. btw.. stil love this jersey.. how u think ? haha

getting worse...

2008-07-31T00:35:00.002+08:00

ouch~~ i'm so sick!! woke up at 8 this morning as i got class at 9.. i felt my head was soo heavy and pain when i woke up.. looked out to the window and it was raining again.. It was very windy out there.. can see all the trees being "bully" by the wind.. wah.. i really afraid to go out in this weather so i decided to skip class and rest more at home.. took 2 tablets of Panadols and get back to sleep again.. Receive mummy's sms around 11 asked whether i'm sick or not.. i replied her then she rang me up and asked me to see doctor.. i refuse to see doctor and continue lay on my bed till around 3... woke up and started online chatting with frens.. felt better after rest.. washed my clothes and did some house chores lur... i don have the appetite to eat so i skipped both breakfast and lunch.. i don even feel hungry until around 7pm.. stomach started starving and i was still waiting my dinner.. today got guests came my house so my foster parents cooked late and i took my dinner around 8.45pm!! so damn hungry!! haha.. they cooked us pasta and garlic bread.. very delicious eh.. feeling much much betta after having a plate of hot pasta~~haha.. had some chit-chat with foster parents after dinner and went to shower lur.. another boring day~ get annoyed by flu the whole day.. nose is blocked but cough getting better.. hehe.. hope i can get well soon and PLS LA... STOP RAINING~!! huhu.. really fed-up with the weather.. hope 2mr will be a sunny day!! i don't want to skip class again! 2mr class starts at 10 to 4.. another busy day to me.. huhu.. stop here sin.. buai~

still SICK!!

2008-07-29T21:45:00.002+08:00

arrhh... stil sick.. non-stop coughing and stupid nose blocked!! aiks... dono when only can recover ler.. hope to get well soon~~ ppl barely understand what i'm talking as my nose blocked like HELL~!! stop raining pls~~ huhu... it's freaking cold now...

ntg special happened today.. went to city after class around 2.30pm to buy some groceries.. after that went home n did some hse chores... dinner and blogging.. ntg much..

1st match in Perth

2008-07-28T23:34:00.005+08:00

yes.. today is the 1st day of Sem 2.. back to the study life again.. woke up at 8 as i got class at 9.. it was raining so heavily outside and caused me so lazy wan2 wake up ZzZzz.. after i ready everything.. it was 8.45!! damn! gotta late to class again on the 1st day~!?? aiks.. faster rush out my hse and walked as fast as i could.. it started to rain even heavier while i was on the way to bus stop!! arrhhh~~ i've fasten my foot steps and suddenly saw a car drove slowly beside me and YES!! it's my fren! hoho~ fren sent me to uni and thx God i managed to reach class on time..

yeahh~ so happy to meet all my classmates again.. by the way, we got 3 new students joining us in this sem.. 3 boys~~ 2 from Malaysia and 1 from Chiles.. But there are few students quited foundation as well.. dono where they go d.. no news at all.. haha.. okie.. finish my english communication class at 11 and i got 2 hours break time.. stil got another 3 hours maths class at 1-4!! after finish class then i also went home lur~~

went home and did some house chores and have some rest.. YEP~~ i got bb comp tonight at 8.30pm.. my 1st match in Aus~~ awwhh~~ was so gan jiong about it.. hehe.. took my dinner at 6.30pm and my fren fetch me to the bb court.. my frens were playing at 6.15pm.. unfortunately they being disqualified for the game as they quarrel with the opponents.. aiks.. the stupid referee bully Chinese de~!! huhu~~ after their match then i also started warming up and stretching lor.. aiks.. weather so cold.. really very hard to warm up!! okie~ it's our turn to play!! so lucky o they let me play the 1st 5.. yeppi~ but~~ i think i disappointed them la.. haih.. i really play like SHIT~!! keep running up and down in the court and didnt help much!! aiks.. the referee some more! damn her!~!!!! i raise up my hand she said i foul~ opponent hit me is my fault again! SOT~~~ see i chinese then wanna bully till like this meh?? all the opponents are ang mo ler.. all so tall and big size.. kena hit 1 time really enuf for u to call MAMA~~ huhu~ unfortunately we lost the game.. aiks.. was a very messy match! everyone was so blur in the court as Amanda and i were new to the team since we were backed to Msia during the holidays.. sad sia!! next monday must win back!! arhhHh~!! yea.. we got match every monday for this season.. wish can play better next week..

went home showered and started chatting in msn and blogging lur.. aiks.. i SICK ler!! the 2nd day reach Perth then start flu and cough d.. so soi~~ maybe cant adapt the weather yet.. sometime very cold sometime very hot.. but today is super de cold oh~~ freezing the whole day.. don have enuf hot water to shower some more!! cos my hse is using solar energy for the heater and today it's too cloudy and caused no enuf hot water lor... ok la.. stop here sin.. buai~~

ahh! before i forget.. i get my new jersey today.. it's different brand from which i usually got in LBN.. errr... nt really nice but the design is kinda unique de la.. haha.. will take photo and post it soon.. see ya! ciaoz~

back to the Perth's life

2008-07-26T23:41:00.009+08:00

As u can see from the title.. yea, i'm back in Perth.. back to my study life~~ haih.. miss my hometown so much! miss every things there!!

well.. i miss all my Perth's friends too.. as well as my mr.fish and uncle stitch!! do u know who are them? muahhaa.. just let me introduce to u guys la..

yes! this is my Mr.Fish.. although it is a pink
coloured fish but i still named it as MR.. muahaha.. this fish was a gift from fibi.. very cute right?? accompany me to sleep every night in Perth.. hehe.. wei da ler~~~

Next~!! my little uncle Stitch.. get it from a fren.. wuu... yea.. i love stitch!! somebody says it looks ugly~~ but it looks sooooo cute to me!! aawww~ look at his big ears and mouth! so cute!! 1 of my fav cartoon oh~~^^

okie.. just get my sem 2 time-table today.. arrhh!!! monday start schooling d.. huhu.. so lazy wanna study~~ everyday got class some more!! haih.. why foundation students don have the right to fix their own time-table?? sien.. sien.. sien..

time flies~~

2008-07-25T13:37:00.002+08:00

oops.. i never blogging for sooo many days d.. haha.. was too lazy to blog.. and i cant recall anything ler.. anyways.. time really flies~~~ I GONNA LEAVE LABUAN TODAY!!! huhu.. i cant believe that my 43 days holidays just past like this.. haih.. miss everything in labuan.. miss family.. miss frens.. miss foods and HIM~!! leaving labuan to brunei at 4pm later... then overnight there and departs to Perth at 11++ the next morning.. huhu.. blog again when i reach perth la.. gonna do the last pack before i leave to prevent leave out anything.. okie.. stop here sin..

random~~

2008-07-15T02:49:00.008+08:00

went to dye my hair this afternoon. well, i actually wanted to dye a colour which is more to read instead of yellow/gold. But, the result came out so much different with what i wanted~!! GosH~~ a little bit regret to dye. Get bad feedback some more!! my bro said the colour made me look like a malay gal? OH~~ NO~~ (no offend to malays) aiyoyo~~ really so bad ma??? i got good and bad feedback at the same time.. so which is correct which is wrong? damn~ i really dono whether my new hair colour suit me or not.. if really not nice i will definitely go and dye another colour the next day!! i have to admit that i'm very 爱美 =.= blah~~~should i go and change colour again?? comments pls!! ( i look weird in this pic.. duhh.. don k it la.. just focus on ma hair colour!!)

daddy came back today. Yeah!! he bought me a new perfume, CK one summer. THX DADDY!! MUACKSS.. kinda like the scent. daddy also said the fragrance quite suit my active characteristic. muahaha.. yea.. i'm active!! sometime hyperactive tiam~~

went to watch bb comp at night. he was playing as well. long time never watch him play bb ler.. haha.. he is stil the old him.. good in bb de.. i think he was injured his knee again, wish he will be alright. [ i know it's a past which both of us cant do anything with it. i don't know what had happened between us, but i wish the misunderstanding will be solved asap. i know it's stil a past, a history which cant be vanished in my memory. ] i've overcame everything and move on my life and i wish u can do it as well.

just simply browsed the web site and saw this model of o.d.m watch.. AWHH~~ it's so cute!! saw them in magazine this afternoon and i already fall in love on them at the 1st sight!!

THEY ARE SOO CUTE!!! WHICH COLOUR NICER? WHITE OR PINK?

3 in 1

2008-07-12T18:37:00.006+08:00

Friday(11/7/08)
woke up by my mom around 9 o'clock.. so damn early for me man!! outside was raining some more.. aiyo... sleep till syok syok then mom came in my room and said "wei.. wake up lor!! wake up and ready to work.." yea~~ i need to wake up so early because my mom rented a stall in Fp and i need to take k the stall.. huhu.. sleep till so syok some more de ler.. after ready everything then went to take lunch with mom then went to fp lur...

after reach there then heard my aunt said the stall was being rented by somebody else.. =.= sweat big big~!!! the people who in charge the stall though we want the stall next week instead of this week.. that's mean i woke up so early and went there for ntg~!!! pui~ went back to shop and sitting there like so po.. few hours later then saw few ppl were carrying boxes to my shop.. YEAH~!! got new stocks! hurray~~!!! at least got things to do ler.. muahaha... recently so in love with monkeys ler.. they look so cute!! head n mouth big big de so cute.. whenever saw them will feel happy de oh~

went to ply bb around 5 o'clock.. weather nt very good.. cloudy cloudy like that.. ply till half then saw got 2 rainbows appear at the same time neh.. wuu.. i know it's very common to see that but stil feel excited when i saw them.. muahaha...2 rainbows ler~~ hehe.. fon's camera too bad.. a bit de blur

night went out to yam cha with ivan ( kk's fren ) and his frens.. long time didnt chat and meet with him le lor.. haha.. although we only meet maybe.. err..., once a year?? but we stil got lots of stuffs to talk to.. muahah.. my loyal robot lai de ler...

saturday (12/07/08)
woke up early again today coz need to help mom in stall.. this time really jadi liao~~ well.. it's really bored to k the stall lor.. huhu.. my cousin and i together k the stall.. both of us feel sleepy lor.. care till around 5 then also went home lor...SNAKE~~~ SNAKE~~~ muahaha... took this photo without her permission.. i think she gonna kill me when she saw this photo.. muahahaha...

just get my new jersey today.. muahaha.. it's my brother's team.. i'm their underground secret weapon lai de ah~~just let me in whenever meet the strongest team.. jk ba.. i just 38 want the jersey ba le so asked aaron to order extra 1 for me.. but stil.. being sponsored de.. thx ya!! Clover Spirit go go go~!! i'll become the cheerleader of the team de~!! muahahahaa
quite like the jersey .. the combination of blue and yellow is quite nice de oh..

Today~!! (13/07/08)
blah.. yesterday too late sleep ler so this morning not manage to wake up and go to church.. huhu.. feel kinda bad de.. but.. really tired neh!! today's life just like usual ba le lor..
shop -> home -> ply bb -> home
ntg special de.. ^^

result come out lur~~

2008-07-10T01:09:00.003+08:00

well.. i just get my 1st sem result today.. haih.. not very satisfied with the result lor although i passed all of the subjects.. but still need to thank God that i can pass all of them lor.. wish can do better next sem.. need to work harder ler..

i woke up around 11 this morning.. went to have brunch and after that went to shop and played with cousin.. then i met tiong and jian chen at da wei wang.. chit-chat with them a while then backed shop to play with cousin again.. backed home around 2 o'clock.. watched tv and took a nap before off to ply bb..

dono why these 2 days don really have the mood to ply bb.. when i reach bb court then the mood seems like down down a bit.. really don understand why..... who can tell me why ah?? hahaha... wu liao..

went to ply dota with frens around 10pm.. played til 1 something then went home ler.. arrhh... headache again..the stupid weather made me headache de la~!! pif pif.. ok la.. need to off to bed ler.. buaai~

let's photos talk about my day

2008-07-06T21:08:00.009+08:00

yeahh... today just let the photos tell u guys about my day ba.. here we go~~

get myself a new spec.. hehe.. new born aunty Yan.. muahahaha...

did this to kill the boringness.. part of my fashion magazines.. hehe.. yeah i know.. it's very de lame.. but.. who cares?? muahahhaha...
okie.. my noob face be4 off to bb court.. today weather very nice.. haha.. thanks God~!!

after dinner then aaron came my hse for dota.. well.. i fed as much as usual.. muahahaha.. but just simply enjoyed the time.. played till 3.30am tiam~!!

-The End-

rainy day pls go away

2008-07-05T02:37:00.004+08:00

woke up around 10.30am this morning and went to have brunch with my mom as usual.. after brunch then went to shop and played with my small little cute cousin tuan tuan.. did a 'nice' hairstyle for her due to the boringness i had..muahahhaa... this proves that i'm not talented in hairdressing.. but she really looks cute wadz~!!! haha.. hairstyle designed by my mom and i.. muahaha..

reach home around 3pm.. was raining and caused me cannot ply bb lor.. aiyoh... this few days keep rain made me no mood to play bb de ler.. pls la~~ i wanna jian fei ah.. muahahaha.. of coz that's not the main reason i want to ply bb lor.. i wanted to train harder~!! my skill is really really sux~!!! huhu... past few days really performed so bad~!! arrhh!! shooting all gone.. lay up also not in.. blarrhhh~!!! yah.. forget to tell u all.. haih... i don have the chance to join the coming bb comp d.. it held on 25th of july!! exactly the date i'm leaving home to Perth!!! arrrhhh~!!! but.. nvm la.. i stil got another competition waiting me in Perth.. so now i really need to train harder lor.. i'm totally not ready yet for any bb comp!! so~~ rainy day pls go away and let me got more chances to train ah~~~~ haha..

well.. i spent my whole afternoon lying on the sofa and watched tv~~ enjoy sia.. watched till half way then slept for 2 hours lur.. woke up and read magazine then took my dinner and ready to cell group lor.. cell group started at 8.30pm but i reached there around 9pm.. muahaha.. bad habit~! need to change ler.. haha.. after cell group then went to play dota with my bros and aaron them.. 2 on 3 ma.. my younger bro and aaron's bro vs my elder bro, aaron and i.. muahahhaa.. we won ler~~ coz gt someone helped me to play.. muahaha...

reached home around 2.30pm and started blogging after that.. ntg much special.. good night..

-The End-

nice to meet them!

2008-07-02T21:13:00.011+08:00

wuu~~ few days never update my blog again.. kinda lazy and tired to on9 and blogging d.. hoho.. i was busy accompany and hang out with fei fun's friends from miri.. hehe.. all liang moi and leng zai ma~~ enjoy the time spent with them.. most of them are very friendly.. although the atmosphere was kinda bad at first but after knowing each other more then better d.. they came Labuan for 2 nights only and were left to kk this morning.. they kept asking me to join their kk trip.. i wanted to join them so much but just because i never plan earlier so not manage to join them lur.. huhu... wish can meet them again next time!!

this morning woke up by fei fun's call.. when i picked up the fon just heard fei fun screaming "YAN~!! WAKE UP LOR~!! OUR BOAT DELAY LA.. COME OUT TO YAM CHA LER~!! WE'RE GOING TO PICK U NOW!!" that time i was still blur blur and kinda shocked when they said coming to fetch me up.. but after a while i knew they were playing cause they got a lot of 破绽!! luckily didn't wake up and wait them fetch me up.. muahahaha... i so easy being fooled by u all de meh~!?!? anyways.. it's really an unforgettable 见面礼.. haha... really happy to know all of them.. wish got chance to meet them again.. ^^

after woke up by fei fun i continue sleep again.. cant remember what time i received aaron's fon call and he said he was coming over my hse to drop me something.. thx aaron!! my fav panda's biscuits and 'Qoo' drinks.. haha.. really happy to see the 'Qoo" because i cant find any of them in msia.. i only manage to drink it in hong kong.. haha.. thx a lot~!!

went to play bb with friends around 4.30pm.. arrhh.. today really don have to mood to play bb which i dono why~ whole day lazy lazy de.. was raining and windy some more... caused me even lazy want to play.. huhu.. i played really sux today.. shoot 10 balls i think only manage to get 1 in.. PUI~!! even moody after that... but 1 of the friends was very funny and made me non-stop

after bb then went home to shower and dinner.. arrrhhh... ate 1 chocolate ler... huhu... broke my 'jian fei da zhuo zan' again.. haha.. really cant resist dessert man!! why all the nice foods contain high calories 1?? so unfair.. huhu.. but nvm lar.. i managed to lost 3 kgs since the day i reached msia till now.. muahahhaa... still need to work harder~ harder and harder~~!!!

laughing during the game.. haha.. i was totally laugh till tired~!! hahaha... that's my bad habit i guess.. always laugh when i playing bb.. i tried to control myself but never success de ler~~~ huhu~~

Elaine, wen + hung (twins) and i

with the liang moi~~ miss u all~!! muackss!!

taken with 1 of the leng zai,Paul.. the others photos not with me yet.. >.<

back~~

2008-06-29T13:43:00.005+08:00

yeah~ long time never update my blog d.. just backed from kl on 27th and yesterday my bro used my lap top to dota so i never got the chance to update ma blog..

anyways.. my life just so-so... kl trip was kinda enjoy coz i really shopped a lot and seriously shopped till drop~!! muahaha.. brought half full bag to kl and backed with 2 full bags.. stil need my bro to bring some of my stuffs some more.. really enjoyed it lur.. met ssc, yong wen and jia jie there.. all also said i gained weight~!! 1 of them still called me round round or doraemon.. but i was 'immune' with those words d.. no effect on me~~ muahahhaa

well.. after aaron reminded me the fav phrase of mine.. i only realize that sometime.. i really think too much and caused me missed out a lot of things.. we should always be true to ourselves and just follow our heart in everything.. of cause.. sometime we need to take other people's advices as well.. but i believe that.. if u follow ur heart to do something.. although it fail or hurt.. u will stil satisfied with the result..

doesn't matter what people say and how long it takes..believe in yourself and you will find it only matters how true u are..just be true to yourself and follow your heart!!!

no title la..

2008-06-22T20:47:00.004+08:00

going to kl tomorrow.. main purpose is to shopping~~~ hehe.. but now so fat ler.. i think the shopping mood will decrease a lot as well.. haha.. anyways.. will tell u guys about my trip to kl after i back from there la.. see ya!

questions...

2008-06-20T22:24:00.004+08:00

the ppl around me asked me few questions before.. which confused me and annoyed me quite a while.. until now.. i stil dono what's the right answers..

when comes to boy and girl relationship.. u will choose the one u like or the one who treat u just like treating a princess? i stil remember.. last year got 1 ppl asked me this question.. and my answer was choosing the one i like.. but end up letting the ppl said i was immature and so on.. actually.. i also dono whether i have chosen the right answer or not... 喜欢的人往往并不是对你最好的人.. 对你最好的人切不能在心中逗留.. 爱情总让人迷惑,看不清自己和迷失方向..我个人很容易被身边的人影响... 只要我相信你..你说的一句话都比不过别人的一千句.. 也因为这样,常常会依赖别人帮我做决定而让失去了自己.. 但是,我答应自己对于爱情一定要让我和神决定..相信自己的感觉.. 也不知道是好还是不好..非常得矛盾.. 哈哈! 我开始不懂我在写什么了.. i got small little question want to ask u guys.. when comes to boy and girl relationship.. u will choose which 1 le? the one u like? or the one like u very much?

the recent me.. got look thinner ma? haha.. hope got la.. trying hard to lose weight!! jia you jia you.. haha..

郭静-知道

2008-06-18T23:48:00.001+08:00

歌手名:郭静
专辑名:下一个天亮

郭静 - 知道
专辑:下一个天亮

她让你憔悴许多
她让你不知所措
她一句一动你不停的对我说
我微笑倾听你说
我却越听越心痛
怎么你说的不是我
他比我多了什么
让你愿意耐心等候

你让我憔悴很多
你让我不知所措
你一句一动我的心被牵着走
她不经意的走过
你就把我给冷落
嫉妒把我给吞没
她比我多了什么
让你愿意耐心等候

我想知道她让你痴心是什么
我想知道她让你疯狂为什么
我知道做的和她没有不同
但是我却不在你心中逗留
我想知道她哪里比我好很多
在你心中她和我有什么不同
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我总换不了你的心动
ho~哦...
我知道了她哪里比我好很多
在你心中我永远不可能让你心动
我知道我比她付出的还多
可是我在你心中没有她多

very meaningful lyric for me.. i think.. some of u had this kind of feeling before and so am i... so.. i'm here to share this song with u all.. wish u guys can enjoy the song.. ^^

Happy Papa Day

2008-06-15T23:36:00.002+08:00

happy father's day... yeah~~ didnt do much for it.. haha.. just sent my lovely hug and greet him.. hehe.. a bit bu xiao shun hor? sry oh...

woke up around 8am this morning because need to go to church.. when i reached church.. honestly!! few people cannot recognize me!! they said i changed a lot.. hehe.. changed in what sense le?? became FATTER liao lor.. hahaha... really funny lor their face when they were looking at me.. got the 'unbelievable' type of face! haha.. but... i didnt feel sad bout it wer... maybe really use to it ler...

after church went to have brunch with family then went home lur.. watched tv and took a short nap.. actually want to play bb 1.. but.. need to celebrate father's day around 7.30pm so cancel d lor.. lazy want to rush here n there.. haha..

after dinner and played a couple rounds of the sequence games then come n update my blog.. wuu~ boring de day... ntg special.. anyways.. HAPPY FATHER"S DAY YA!! nite!

weird weird de feeling

2008-06-15T00:55:00.003+08:00

woke up around 11a.m today.. went to have brunch with family then went to mummy's shop played with cousin and fa dai the whole day there.. aiks.. Labuan so boring.. ntg much can do.. not much ppl play bb also.. dono wat can i do.. haha.. i'm weird right? when in aus so excited wanna back home.. reached here then keep complaining labuan bored.. haha.. but.. in fact, Labuan is really really boring place!! main reason is most my frens stil haven come back yet.. huhu~ cepatlah come back!!

actually going to yam cha with 1 of my frens but kena fang fei ji~~ @_@ but.. nvm la.. i expected it will happen ler.. dono why.. but just i knew it.. aharx~~ whole day did ntg in FP (labuan's shopping center {super duper small type}) then went home after yam cha with kai yee them...

hmm.. whole day feel like 闷闷的.. dono why suddenly will like this.. 你的想法超难明白!!不懂你在想什么...因为你从没跟我说过也从没提过..也许是我不够细心猜不透你的思想.. 但是..我真的很想知道真相.. 我实在有太多太多的疑问想问你.. 可是从来都没有机会..想问的时候偏偏又时机不合.. 有机会问的时候总有声音告诉我是我自己想太多..算了吧.......

Home Sweet Home ^^

2008-06-14T17:15:00.005+08:00

yeppi~!! reached home yesterday.. but brother using my lap top so i didn't get the chance to update my blog.. so... this post is referring to yesterday de ya.. feel so good to be home.. haha.. my parents didnt change much bt my 2 little bros changed quite a lot.. 2nd bro getting thinner and thinner >.<.. look a little bit like the skeleton!! dono what's wrong with him.. when saw him also feel so sam tong.. miss his old look neh.. better and look more healthy.. my youngest brother also getting thinner n darker.. haha.. not as chubby as the last time i saw him.. eyes stil small as usual.. hahahaha..

yesterday reached Labuan around 10am then went to have breakfast with family.. after that followed my mom went to shop and seriously TOOK a numbers of things.. haha.. helped my mom to CLEAR stocks.. hahaha.. met my cousins there.. arhh.. my little cute cousin named "tuan tuan".. funny name har? she is just sooooo cute and adorable... only 3 years old but can talk and think like an adult.. IQ n EQ super high i guess.. haha.. even though i left labuan for few months but she stil remember me neh!! haha.. super cute!!

went to cut hair as well.. hehe.. cut shorter ler.. i think... i dowan to curl my hair anymore as it will make me look older/more mature and most of the ppl said yan=straight hair.. BUT.. i haven decide yet la.. really feel like changing hairstyle neh!! hmmp!! went to yam cha with bata and kay tay after i've done my hair cut.. well.. both of them saw me and shout "walao~~ yan.. why u so tall and FAT liao??" i was happy to hear they said i grow taller but... FATTER? haha.. nvm la.. i'm IMMUNE to that word ler.. in fact that i really gained a lot of weights nehx!! if not mistaken.. i gained around 7-8kg.. that's really really a lot man!! huhu~~ soo... i started my "jian fei da zuo zhan" again!! ( i guess only few ppl can understand what my jian fei da zuo zhan is la..)

went to play bb with frens at kiam yap!! just like what i expected... everyone saw me and said i gained weight.. some of them even start calling me "fei poh" to kacau me.. haha.. but i'm ok la.. 自尊心很强..hoho~ long time never sweat so much d!! really SYIOK~!! haha.. heard my frens said there are few bb comp coming up soon.. some of them gt gal team neh! so happy to hear that.. wish really can join and play well!!

dinner time~!! wuuuu~~ miss my mummy's cooking so much!! eat till full full owh.. haha.. grandma stil in kk.. coming back 2 weeks later.. miss her cooking very much too!! especially the soups! omg.. so miss it~!! she sure will cook a lot of nice foods for us.. aiks.. dono how to keep fit neh!! pastor and 2 youth's members came over my house yesterday night.. played the board game i bought to my aunt which named "sequence".. kinda fun de lor.. although the cover and package looks so bored.. the game is quite challenging de.. so..u guys can give it a try ya.. haha.. slept around 1.30am++ sms till half way then felt asleep ler.. hehe.. miss my lovely bed too much.. ok la.. till here.. update again later.. stil prefer shorter fridge.. keke..
my lovely cousinzz.. tuan tuan.. hoho~~ very cute right??

big big de merdeka!!

2008-06-12T00:38:00.004+08:00

yesh~!! finished all my stupid psi tests and chemistry test ler.. yeppi~!! finally can really really relax my mind and enjoy my hoiday lur~!! huhu~ actually can back labuan on 7th de but just becoz the stupid psi tests made me cant go home earlier.. huhu~~ but.. nvm la.. i'm leaving 2mr~!! yes yes yes yes yes.. err... should say today la.. because now already 12++am.. hehe.. but this blog stil refering 11/6 de ya.. ^^v

okie.. woke up around 8am this morning cause need to go uni and take my final psi tests at 9am.. brother lazy wan2 fetch me to uni so i need to walk there lur.. finished all my tests around 12pm.. brother came to fetch me n we went to have lunch with jun at my honey's work place.. hehe.. my honey working d lur.. haha.. i also wanna work la!! gain money gain money gain money.. $$ come come~~hehe

after lunch then we went to city and bought some stuffs back to msia.. brother bought candies and some NBA jerseys.. blah... went into all the GUY'S shops so i didnt get to shop much.. haha.. after all the shopping den went home lur.. i cooked my own dinner.. hehe.. meehoon soup.. super low fat type.. only put tomatoes and veges.. well.. no taste!! keep putting maggie's ketchup!! aiks.. i really bad in cooking la!! that's the only thing i can put into the soup to make it taste better.. long long time never eat mummy's cooking d.. huhu~ everyday eat foods with maggie's ketchup!! i think that's the main reason why my hair volume getting lesser.. haha.. JK la..

after dinner then went to game launch party with my brother.. err.. "Metal Gear Solid 4".. aiyor.. see the title also know i'm not interested de la.. haha.. but.. 1 thing attracted me is... everybody got the chance to be the 1st player to play that game on the cinema screen!! woo~ sounds cool right? well.. of cause! we didn't try to play it.. we just sat there and watched some "noobs" play the game... huhu~ so bored ler... maybe i dono how to appreciate the game gua.. i think my bro kinda enjoy it? tak tau la..

reached home around 12am.. hehe.. online and wrote this blog lur... okie.. i got to go~ need to finish all my packings sin.. hehe.. buai~taken this photo while on the way to city

rushing~~

2008-06-10T23:50:00.003+08:00

i wanna go home~!!! cant wait man!! thursday will depart from perth at 5.45pm and reach brunei around 11.05pm.. huhu~~ overnight in brunei then take ferry back to MY SWEET HOME!! aRhhHh~~ cant wait ah~~ cant wait to see my family and friends.. see the lovely labuan town got change or not? stil bore as usual? hoho~~

BUT~!!!!

i stil got 1 psi test and 1 biggy exam to go!! arrhh.. took the psi test this morning but only get 60% which mean i need to re-sit again~!! arrhh!! need to re-sit it 2mr.. wish i can pass so that i can take my biggy exam at the next section.. huhu~~ GOD~!!! BLESS ME~!! if cant finish be4 back msia then really cham cham cham cham cham cham~!!! huhu~~

went to shopping with my brothers these 2 days.. hmm... actually pokkai d.. but stil wan2 shop!! aharx!! in my blood d... haih.. cant change it~ blerkkzx~~ i wanna earn money ah~!! need to start finding part-time job next sem.. fall in love on 1 LV wallet d.. so damn nice~!! i believe the price will very "NICE" as well.. huhu~ so really need to find money myself ler.. hehe.. becoz got money = got LV = got happy.... muahahahaha... don learn this from me.. very bad example here... JK la~!! da pao da pao only..

ok la.. finish my lame story d.. hehe.. buai

normal day

2008-06-08T22:26:00.006+08:00

wuu~ brother just arrived here yesterday.. staying at my place.. today woke up around 11am.. not mood less anymore.. hehe.. i'm a type of people that after sleep then will forget those unhappy stuffs d.. don't know whether is good or bad la... as what jun's blog mentioned.. everyone can either choose to enjoy their life or hate it.. and.. today.. i chose to be in a good mood.. just like what i do everyday.. hehe..

well.. after woke up then went to take my bro's car from my daddy's fren.. went to north bridge n took our lunch.. met my honey and her sister there.. my honey cut her fridge d.. so cute!! my honey is always the cutest gal in this world ah~~~ muahaha.. [ i'm not lesbian!! ] hehe..

after lunch then went to window shopping with my brother.. nothing to buy there.. because i'm going back Labuan on 12th!!! hoho~~ since malaysia's stuffs is much more cheaper than here.. why i need to spend my money to shop here?? hehe.. looking forward to go home ah~~~~!!!! i wanna go home~~ i wanna go home~~

actually today nothing much to talk about la.. normal normal de day~ hehe.. okie.. i gonna study d.. 2mr stil got psi test.. huhu~~ buai

a small present from my elder brother.. this is what he did on my computer..*fainted*

being too selfish

2008-06-07T15:40:00.004+08:00

what's the meaning of selfish? keeping all the good things and never share with other ppl? do whatever u like and never care about other people's feeling?

i wish i can get the real answer of it... what u wan me to do? bringing such a big burden since i was 16 years old is not easy for me ok? everybody is enjoying their teenage life and why i need to think such a serious stuff? i dowan to be involved in this case!! but how?? do u know what u did and doing are just giving more and more pressure to me? u wont know cause i never say out.. i dowan to say out is just because i'm selfish?? no~!! is because i know it's useless... it wont change the fact.....

why am i treating u so bad?? u thought i'm cold blooded animal?? hell no~!! i got feeling too.. why am i doing so is just because i wanna let u understand what u're doing are just so so so stupid!! but seems like all my effort are wasted~!! feel so so so so so lazy!! because u will never understand what i wan!! can u just wake up~!? wake up from the dramatic dream and back to the reality! human is realistic and so am i.. why don u just throw anything away and start a new life? a life without the presence of me.. just let me go.. let me out of this... yes.. i'm selfish.. i'm not willing to share your problems.. i dowan!! please!! that's too heavy for me.. too much~!!

arrhhh.... stupid~! spoiled my mood.. even play bb also no mood~!! i will find a solution 1 day.. i swear i will.. to help me get rid of this problem.. ok.... "fat lan zha" finish d.. blah~~~~~emo emo emo emo emo

need help~!!!

2008-06-05T23:48:00.005+08:00

yes!! tomorrow going to have my last paper for this sem... yeppi!! but i still need to complete my chemistry psi tests~~ haih.. stil left 4 topics.. then can say bye-bye to uni until next sem lur~!!! hehe.. sry guys for not updating my blog yesterday again~~ spent whole day studying in lib so after went home lazy wanna online d..

just had my math exam this morning.. well... super tough man!! dono whether can get good mark or not.. i just hope i can PASS~!!!! that's enough!! i dowan to study pharmacy anymore la~~ it seems like an impossible mission for me.. average need 85% to go into pharmacy?? no~ no~ i cant be 1 of them for sure!! SURE~!!! haih... then what course should i do next year? need u guys to give me more advices...

1st option : pharmacy ( impossible la)
2nd option: forensic analytical chemistry ( need to see dead body )
3rd option: nutritionist/dietician ( no comment)

all advices and comments are allowed~!! thx thx

hehe... study group in lib yesterday.. study? or party??
~love~ a world that i will never understand unless........................................

1st day of exam!!

2008-06-03T17:24:00.004+08:00

ok!! finally.. 1st subject down!! wuuhuu~~ stil got 2 more papers to go.. haha.. just finished my english communication exam today.. hmm.. no comment about it lerh.. no confident to get high mark la.. hehe.. today ntg much to share with you guys.. errr... whole day study in library but most of the time also chit-chat and surf net ba ler..

well.. wanna share with u guys a song which keep repeating in my mind.. "i remember" by Amber Guo.. kinda old song lai de i guess.. quite outdated in chinese songs after i came here.. hmm.. i dono why.. this song is just simply perfect to me.. her voice~ the lyrics are just owesome!! hehehe.. here is the lyric of the song.. wish u guys can enjoy the song ya.. Ya~ this is the song which plays in my blog.. enjoy!!

Amber Guo - I remember

Do You Know That I’m OK
Are There Things You Wanna Say
Thinking Of You Night And Day
Hoping You’ll Come Back And Stay
I Remember When You Told Me I’ll Be Alright
Don’t Worry

I Try And Try To Understand
Is All This Just A Sad Goodbye
Thinking Of You Night And Day
No Matter If You’ll Come And Stay
I Remember When You Told Me I’ll Be Alright
Just Hold Me

I Don’t Wanna Close My Eyes Tonight
Missing You Will Make Me Cry
Your Love Will Give Me Strengths To Carry On
You’ll Always Be My Heart And Mind
So I Don’t Wanna Close My Eyes Tonight
I Know It’s Just A Miss Match In Time Why Oh Why
Miss Match In time

I Try And Try To Understand
Is All This Just A Sad Goodbye
Thinking Of You Night And Day
No Matter If You’ll Come And Stay
I Remember When You Told Me I’ll Be Alright
Just Hold Me

So I Don’t Wanna Close My Eyes Tonight
Missing You Will Mae Me Cry
Your Love Will Give Me Strengths To Carry On
You’ll Always Be My Heart And Mind
So I Don’t Wanna Close My Eyes Tonight
I Know It’s Just A Miss Match In Time Why Oh Why
Don’t Wanna Close My Eyes Tonight

stress stress stress!!!

2008-06-02T23:16:00.004+08:00

today is public holiday!! err.. watever foundation day.. but.. stil need to work hard for my exam 2mr!! arh!! stress ah!!

woke up around 12pm and went to uni's library with Hui Wen around 1pm.. then study study study until 3++pm then both of us went to have our chemistry psi test.. i took chapter 5 while she took chapter 7.. luckily i got prepared well so can get 100% for the test.. unfortunately Hui Wen failed her test ler.. she took 3 tests in 1 day and the chapter 7 is last minute study so she failed it lor.. she kinda down after gwt her result.. {hey gal.. 3 tests in 1 day is very geng liao la!! no need to feel down la!! }

after the test we also went back to library and continue study lur.. but Hui Wen stil felt down n this made her no mood to study lur.. she jst whole day play my lap top n fa dai only.. study till half then both of us also felt hungry n i decided to buy some candies to keep us awake!! hehe.. sweet stuffs can always brighten a gal's day! after the candies Hui Wen also never feel so down anymore lur.. after that we also went home around 6pm lur..

reached home -->dinner-->shower --> continue study for a while --> went out with my hsemate for bubble tea to relax a bit.. hehe.. after that reached home and started study until now lor.. haih.. 2mr is english communication exam.. but i never touch that subject ler.. everything i studied is chemistry chemistry and chemistry because english communication ntg to study ler.. but this made me felt so insecure only le!! huhu~~ a little bit of stress le.. wish i really can do well 2mr.. hope whoever read my blog can pray for me la! thx everyone! gonna back to study again.. err.. space out i mean.. haha.. okie.. buai~

mood less Hui Wen with star burst's candy.. wish my candies can cheer u up gal!! muackxx

exam soon!! huhu~

2008-06-01T15:19:00.002+08:00

sry for not blogging yesterday.. been busy with my studies so never got time to post.. okie.. let's start on saturday 1st..

woke up around 12 and get prepared to go library study with frens.. while walking to the bus stop.. suddenly rain so heavily ler.. although i got use umbrella but due to the wind is too strong .. i stil get wet badly lor.. even my lap top all wet tiam!! luckily the bag is kinda waterproof!! hehe.. reached library around 2 nehx.. bus came once in half an hour so i waited so long at last my honey and his bf came n fetch me from the bus stop to the library lor..

after hui wen reached library we also start our studies lur.. hehe.. we had our lunch there le.. i brought breads with nutella while gloria brought some potatoes salads for us.. wei~~! super nice la the salad~~! low fat some more.. muahaha.. all the ingredients she used are low fat thingy so we eat also eat till comfortable.. muahaha.. okie.. after all the foods then started our studies lor.. 3 of us were studying while eating chips!! well.. low fat salad with super fat chips = fat~!! huhu~ but... tak kisah la! how to stand it ler?? muahaha..

study study study until around 4.30pm gloria also left library as her bf asked her to back be4 the night comes.. well.. around 5.30pm already "ti o o" d.. so.. gloria need to leave earlier lor.. left me n hui wen 2 "hardworking gals" stayed there continue our studies lor.. actually we planned to stay till quite late 1.. but too bad the library closed at 5.30.. so we terpaksa go back also lur.. hehe.. talked a lot of things with hui wen while waiting our bus in the bus stop... HUI WEN ~~ WISH U CAN BE THE 1 LA~!! muahaha.. only she will understand wat it means! GG~

okie.. after reached home then take shower n started my studies while waiting dinner~~ uncle jack brought his homemade chicken curry for our dinner around 7.. but.. eerrhhmm.. honestly la.. not nice de neh~~ good chance for me to keep fit.. eat 2 potatoes as my dinner only ler.. hehe.. after dinner then received fren's call n asking me to go yam cha.. since afternoon gt study some already so i also decided to go yam cha with them to release tension! (excuse!!!)..

went out to yam cha with fren and knew that Amanda was kinda emo wer... dono wat's wrong with her.. hope she will be fine and cheer up ya!! may God be with u~!! after yam cha then went to sing k for a while then reached hme and terus oii oii till next morning..

Sunday!
went to church around 10am..
go home studied whole day until 7pm went out to take dinner with fren.. hehe.. 1 of my fren's house warming party.. all the foods were owesome!! eat till full full neh.. after that fren taught me play majoong n i kinda got the beginner luck and kept win in few rows.. after lost few rounds then lazy wan2 play ler.. after that continue chit-chat with frens until around 12am then rush home n continue my study for a while until now lur.. 2mr got psi test.. wish i can do well ya.. wish me luck! muackzz

dono wanna put wat title

2008-05-30T23:56:00.008+08:00

hehe.. today is another normal normal de day lor.. but everything goes very smoothly so have to thx God gave me a peace peace n blessed blessed de day.. hoho~

okie.. woke up around 12pm.. planed to bring some refreshment to cell group tonight so decided to cook red bean soup again.. hehe!! ( that's the only thing i know how to cook NOW ) so i started prepare everything and cook lur.. need to cook for around 15 ppl de portion ler! so big!! so hard to cook lor.. haha.. but luckily stil manage to finish cooking be4 3pm as i got lab at 3pm... after finished the cooking then got bring some to uni for my frens lor..

reached uni around 2.45pm then went to library meet hui wen and gloria and 3 of us 2gether go lab lor.. today lab is the last day for this sem lor.. so all of us also gt those "holiday mood".. all seems like no heart no heart to do the experiment lor.. haha.. well.. although no mood to do but we stil need to do it la~~ today gt 1 acid super super smelly de lor.. omg.. felt my nose so pity.. keep ABSORB those acid into my body! EWHH~~ 4get wat's the acid name d.. it's very strong acid lai de.. 1 of my friend accidentally touched it and his skin straight away turned red lor.. after that incident i also feel gia gia and be more caution with it.. today experiment very easy so everyone also finished it very early.. around 4.30pm then finished everything d.. but we stayed in lab "gao gao zan" and took some photos lur.. muahahaha.... gao gao zan until 5pm also went home lor.. honey took the same bus with me to train station to find her bf.. while in the bus i think both of them quarrel again.. @.@ aiyo.... hope that PPL WILL AWAKE N STOP BEING SO SMALL GAS LA AND BE MORE UNDERSTANDING!!

okie.. after reached home then helped my house mates cooked dinner lor.. hehe.. actually i just standing there and chit-chat with them la.. jst became their assistant? help them to taste the foods.. wakakkaa.. after had dinner then went to cell group lor.. hehe.. brought my red bean soup there.. get good feed back from them also.. huhu~ thx for supporting ya!! hehe.. actually today our refreshment theme is indian foods lor.. but i dono how to cook any indian food so jst hantam bring red bean soup only lor.. haha.. all the foods tasted nice ler!! 1 of the cell members brought some cake? err.. something tasted like the cake which doraemon loves to eat? dono what it called but it really tasted GREAT!! so cute looking somemore wor.... hehe.. but of cz la.. i only ate 2!! diet-ing ma~ cannot eat too much! haha...

okie.. after cell then went home le lor.. jst chatting with frens ba le.. ntg special.. lazy wanna study... hehe.. 2mr planned to go library study with hui wen n gloria.. hope my brain can function well 2mr so that can receive more knowledge n save it tight tight.. muahaha.. k la.. kinda sleepy d.. see ya guys!
our ss pic in lab~~ ok.. i seriously look ugly in this pic.. but tak kisah la! haha.. { chung wai, gloria, hui wen and i } honey said i looks very pale today... how u think? muahaha... beside fat~~ other comments are allowed~ muahaha.... jk jk

honey and i de ss picture.. hehe..

this is the cake i mentioned! so cute right??
i keep argue with my fren that this is santa!! don't u think it looks like santa?? so cute wor!!

tired tired de day

2008-05-29T23:43:00.005+08:00

woke up at 9am this morning.. very early le~~ coz got class at 10am-12pm.. sooo... terpaksa la need to wake up so early... after finished my breakfast then ciao to uni lur~~

after class then stay in uni to study my chemistry lor!! rajin ler~~ muahaha.. becz gt chemistry psi test at 2pm so decided to stay there n study for it.. finished the test around 2.30pm.. well... i get 90% for the test.. quite satisfied with the marks la.. muahaha.. after that went back to library and study again lur.. i was going to play bsb around 5pm.. so... i stil gt 1 and half hour free time to study lor.. ( exam coming soon so this few days rajin a bit..)..

while i was going back on my study i saw tze yan and her frens was taking their lunch in library's cafe.. so i joined them and chit-chat until 4get the purpose i came library is to study ler.. hoho~ after the chit-chat stil got half n hour free time so i went to find chiaw yee and xiao hui in the library lor.. saw both of them struggling for their assignment thingy there le... hope they can finish everything in time.. long time never see my dear kai jie (chiaw yee) d and the 1st thing she said when she met me is "yan.. ni hen xiang fei liao wor.. (u look fatter d wor.. )"**FaInTeD** uurrhhh... after that started da pao with her until both of them cant concentrate their assignment lor.. muahahaha... i did a great job ler~~ my da pao helped them to release tension!! (i guess so~~)... da pao till around 5pm i also went to play bsb lur~~

today weather cold cold de lor.. play bsb also don have the "feel".. played only for 2 hours then feel kinda tired le.. but.. no sweats at all ler!! all dry out soo fast!!haha.. today got another new teammate joined us.. wuu~~ another tall tall de gal ler... came from seremban and currently studying in canning college.. anyways.. received a bad news from my teammates lerr... maybe our competition not jadi lor.. the competiton started end of the june and most of the players went back to hometown lor.. so we will absent for few matches... haih.. hope the competition will jadi lor.. really wish can join that competition ler... never play with ang mo be4... wish got the opportunity to explore explore yi xia.. muahahah

after bsb then went home and had dinner and bath and blah blah blah.. after that back on my chemistry again.. after finished 1 chapter then feel tired le ler... maybe jst now play bb laugh too much gua.. ( sounds doesn't make sense but.. well.. if u play bb with me be4 then u will understand la)... ahhhh... words ran out of my mind.. dono wanna write wat le.. wuu~ tired de day.. eyes half closed d... okie la~ gonna have my beauty sleep d lur.. buai buai~

presentation down! final exam is the next~!!

2008-05-28T21:43:00.004+08:00

yeah~!! presentation finally finish jor!! **WiNk** but final exam is coming soon!! NEXT WEEK!! **FaInTed**

woke up around 12++ this afternoon.. actually got class from 8am-5pm but i didn't go to class becz lecturers are not teaching anymore so no point for me to attend class also.. muahahaha.. (giving myself an excuse to sleep more.. bLeRkzz) after woke up den had last practice for my presentation be4 the real 1.. after that den went to uni lur~

today whole day raining ler... although i got bring umbrella but when i reached uni i also half wet d.. >.< soi~!! haha.. class started at 2 but i reached there around 2.10 but luckily presentation haven start yet la.. i was being arranged to be the last student who present so is kinda pressure de lor.. everyone is doing quite well and this made me feel even pressure and worry wor.. but no choice le.. i stil have to do it~!

after lecturer called my name.. i also took a deep deep breath and went in front and started my presentation.. hoho~ surprisingly.. the feeling was not as bad as what i thought wor.. haha.. after everything done.. i gt good compliment from my lecturer as well.. haha.. he said i can become a student counselor wor.. so happy to hear that.. the title of my presentation is "survey on the relationship of curtin university's student with their parents".. i think that's the reason why my lecturer will gave such a good compliment gua.. haha..

by the way... after finish the presentation then lecturer gave back my last assessment result ( not the one i mentioned in previous post.. this is different subject )... well.. kinda disappointed on my result lor.. get 8.4/15 wor.. arrhhh~~!!! so damn cha lor.. haih.. lecturer said i need to add more own opinion in order to get higher mark wor.. aiks.. nvm la.. wat to do?? just do better in my coming exam lor...

after everything then i also went home lur... reached home around 6.. actually finished my presentation at 4++ but i stayed in uni to accompany my fren n watched youtube until 5++ lor.. after reached home then cooked dinner with my hsemates lor... we need to prepare dinner ourselves due to my foster parents off to bangkok for holidays and they only gave us approximately $20 per day for 5 ppl~!!!! DENG~~ so kiam siap de lor... we paid $800 per month but they only gave $20 for us to buy foods.. boo liong sim betul.. well.. i 1st time cook dinner myself ler.. hoho~~ malaysia style fried noodles.. hahaha... actually really dono how to cook it but jst hantam only lor.. haha.. taste not bad wor~~ stil eatable! but it really looks geli ler.. will pose the photo later... the noodles look like cacing lor.. muahahaha..

after dinner i also started my revision for this coming exam lor.. today revise my chemistry! hehe.. ok la.. stop here sin... gonna go shower and continue my revision again lur~ buai buai~

here goes the photo of my dinner.. muahahahah...
well... this photo proved that i got 0% of potential to become a chef.. muahahaha...

presentation here i come~

2008-05-27T17:36:00.004+08:00

sry for the late update frens~~ yesterday night went to sleep over in fren's hse again so didn't manage to update my blog.. well.. yesterday is the last day we can enjoy as my exam is held on 3rd of june.. so yesterday night my honey and i decided to CRAZY whole night and start study hard for the exam after that.. haha.. gt class from 1pm-5pm.. after that went to my honey's place and had steamboat for dinner again.. wuu~~ after dinner den play Gunbound till the next morning.. swt~ well.. i stoped that game for about 2 years d bt since my honey said wanna play den i created a new acc to accompany her lur.. hahaha.. both of us really played the game from around yesterday 11pm till 12pm this afternoon.. =.= surprisingly both of us never feel tired or sleepy le!! hahaha.. after finished the game den simply grab something to eat for our brunch~~ actually we planed to play game till around 8am den sleep till around 1 or 2 o'clock and start our "study group" 1.. but.. well.. jst like wat we expected.. broke the plan again.. muahahaha... after that my honey's bf send me home around 1.20pm in the afternoon and i jst sleep like a dead ppl until 5.50pm.. muahahaha..

after woke up den started work on my presentation.. i went for the rehearsal yesterday afternoon and lecturer said i stil need to add somethings in my slides to make it more interesting.. *fainted* really no ideas wat should i add more in the slides man!! lecturer also said that i need to slow down my tempo n present it with more confident.. huhu~~ i think i need to practice more lur... have to force my hsemate to be my audience n let me practice.. wish me luck guys!! arrhh... +u +u.. muahahaha.. wish i can perform well 2mr!! God.. help me ya!!

i jst taken my dinner n now gonna back to my work lur.. wish u guys have a nice day ba.. ^^me,my honey(Gloria) and her bf (Jun)dessert of the night! chocolate cakes.. ( modified by Yan & Gloria)
put in thr microwave for about 20 sec and wait the chocolate melt.. damn nice man!
should try it at home.. muahahaha.... even though it looks disgusting bt the taste is "ding gua gua" Hell Ya!! need to stop eating dessert d la.. FAT FAT FAT~!!

happy happy de day... ^^

2008-05-25T22:46:00.007+08:00

hey frens!! i gt so many stuffs wanna share with u all la.. haha.. enjoy my day very very well.. really excited wanna tell u guys bout that...

1st : went to church this morning.. the pastor i was mentioned in my previous blog was really powerful man.. i can feel the power of God in the church.. very strong and powerful.. everybody gt blessed n God did some miracles on us as well.. for example.. there is an old woman accidentally felt down from 15 floors long time ago.. she cannot go anywhere without her wheel chair but today... God really healed her.. she managed to stand up and walked in front of every church members.. we were so surprise n really can feel the glory of God.. beside that.. i can see miracles happened on me as well... after he pray for me.. i saw silver dust appear in my hands!!! IT'S TRUE!! too bad didn't take any photo of it la.. the pastor said the gold or silver dust means the sign of revival.. i was sooo happy to see the silver dust in my hands becz i knew that God will never leave me and always be there with me forever..

2nd: after the church finished, 1 of my church's fren (roland) asked me whether wan2 join gal bb league competition next sem.. WOW!! i was sooooo HAPPY bout that.. of cz.. i accept the invitation without thinking anything.. hoho~~ he took my fon number and asked me to wait for his fren's call only lor.. haha.. soo happy bout it le.. FINALLY!! i can join bb competition in perth lor...

3rd: after church then went to have cell lunch with my cell members.. actually i bought the Indiana Jones's movie ticket but after cell lunch i felt so sick n tired so i jst go home n sleep lor.. aiks.. i think i missed a nice movie la! wasted my money some more!! hmmp!!

4th: around 7++ i recieve a sms from roland asking me that wanna go play bb or not lor.. booked an indoor bb court so ask me to go there as my teammates wanna see my performance also.. well.. after saw his mes of cz all my tiredness gone d la!! haha.. accepted his invitation again n follow him to go play bb lur..

5th: after reached there Roland introduced me to the other teammates lor.. well.. all of them are leng lui + good skills.. haha.. really good players lor.. very nice ppl some more.. haha.. there are 7 ppl in my team.. but i only met 4 of them.. which are Lilo, Amanda, Winnie and Mandy.. all of them are malaysian except Mandy lor.. she is a Taiwanese.. new to bb but gt the potential to become a good player so they decided to ask her join lor.. very happy to know all of them lor.. soo happy can found a branch of gals that can play bb 2gether.. haha.. luckily today performance not bad la.. they gt a good impression on me also lor.. muahahaha..well.. the competition is held in july.. it's a league competition and we only need to play 20 minutes per match.. YEPPI!! finally i gt my very own bb team in perth lor!! haha.. really sooo happy bout it...

muahaha.. really enjoy my day lor.. everything goes so smoothly.. although i missed the movie but i met soo many new frens.. haha.. thx God for giving me such a nice chance to join the bb team.. and thx for him that i have a such wonderful blessed day.. muacckkzzz

ss pictures that taken in church this morning..muahaha.. macam not that chubby hor...hmmm... looks so pale in this pic.. in fact that i was very tired + not feeling well this morning..

P.S= bb means basketball ya.. a lot of ppl ask wat's the meaning of bb... =.=

normal normal de day

2008-05-24T20:27:00.007+08:00

woke up around 12.30pm.. (usually there is no morning in my world on weekends) received my honey's sms.. she said wanna eat steamboat next monday so asked me to accompany her to buy ingredients for steamboat.. so after i had cereal then go city n find her lor.. reach city about 2pm then accompany my honey to take lunch n then we go shop shop for a while lor.. pass thru the 'roc candy' shop and get attracted by the sweet smell... haha.. went in the shop and bought some candies lo.. wanna bring it back to msia n give frens as souvenir.. after some window shopping then went to buy steamboat's ingredients lor.. spent almost an hour inside the shop.. after finish buying all the stuffs then we go home separately lor..

after reached home then cleaned my room.. beh tahan my room too messy so i cleaned it n ironed all my clothes lor.. after everything done then online a while and went downstairs to have dinner.. my foster parents jst left to bangkok for their 1 month holidays today so nobody cook for me and my hsemates lor.. hmm.. i think the whole month need to eat take-away's foods lur~~ after dinner then online n chat with frens.. heard kai yee said this coming july gt bb competition in labuan oh! i was so excited so i asked jun for more details bout the competition lor.. asked her whether can join the comp or not and she helping me to arrange everything lor.. wii!! long time never play bb le oh.. when heard that gt chance to join bb competition i was sooo hyper! haha..

hmmm.... heard 1 of my fren planning to come perth for his further studies bt he gt some problems which made him cant decide whether wanna come here or not.. wish he will be alright n all his problems solved be solved as soon as possible la..

ok la.. stop here sin lor.. gonna bath and sleep d... 2mr stil need to go church.. buai~

candies~~~~ very attractive package nehx!!

Sry Fren!!

2008-05-24T00:42:00.005+08:00

okie.. just back from cell group and now sit in front of the lappy and writting blog ler.. hahax.. i think i'm addicted le!! hope can become a habit also la.. well, today i feel so bad because i accidently "fang fei ji" to my fren.. feel sooooo SRY!!! haih.. i doesn't mean to do so but i think she really feel disappoint lo..

here's how the story begun.. actually yesterday afternoon i suppose to have my presentation dry run.. just becz what i've mentioned be4 in my blog, i need to re-sit my eng assessment so i postpone it to friday afternoon 12pm.. So, my fren decided to accompany me and said will find me in uni to have lunch 2gether after my dry run lo.. But yesterday nite i sent an e-mail to postpone the appointment to next monday and i 4get to tell my fren about it!!! arrrhh... and this afternoon when she fon me i was still sleeping some more!! i 4get to tell her i canceled the appointment and caused her to wait me alone in the uni lo... i feel so so so so bad and apologize to her lo.. although she said nvm and stuffs like this.. i stil feel bad bout it lor.. i think wat i've done really disappointed her..

haih... that's my bad habit!!! super "dai tao ha" then always forget dis and that.. it always brought a lot of problems and inconvenience to ppl around me lo... aikss... really feel soo sry to her wor... HUI WEN~ PLS FORGIVE ME!! huhu~~ i promise no next time le!! huhu~ maafkan ku oh~~

wish i can change my bad habit as soon as possible... huhu~ don wanna hurt the ppl around me anymore!!

thx Lord!!!! muackzz

2008-05-23T13:52:00.006+08:00

sry for not update my blog yesterday.. sleep over in fren's hse so never get to write my blog.. well.. i just straight to the point la.. haha.. i just had my assessment yesterday.. we are given 2 hours to write an essay about causes and effects of body image epidemic.. actually i was well prepared for the assessment already but i dono why during the assessment i was sooo blank until i mixed up the causes and effects.. i spent almost 30 minutes to clear my mind and everything.. when come back to the esaay, the time only left half an hour.. i was like more and more panic and most of my frens were done their essay n left the classroom already.. luckily i manage to finish everything in time.. but.. when i read back wat the essay.. i barely understand wat i wrote n some of the sentences are really doesn't make sense.. haih.. after i finish the essay then i sent to the lecturer thru e-mail. after that, i went to staff room and prepare for my presentation dry run.. when i reached her office, the lecturer told me that she never receive my assessment!!! actually i DID sent!!! i DID!!!! i faster rushed back to the computer lab and check my mail box see whether the document saved in my sent item or not.. but unfortunately, the sent item showed empty!! arrrhhh!! i really dono what to do!! i try to see whether my document stil in the computer or not but once we log off the pc then all the documents saved will be deleted.. haih!! i really dono how to do and i started blame god why let this kind of thing happen on me.. but i change my blame to faith and i trust god will lead me a better way to solve this problem.. i told my lecturer that i really dono why she never receive my e-mail and i keep emphasized that i did send it to her.. and here's the miracle happens.. the lecturer let me re-do my essay!! i was soo happy after i heard it and the best part is.. when i re-do my essay, i never panic and what i really wanna say is God gave me a chance to write a better essay! yeppi!! thx lord!! hoho~

oops... gonna late to class d.. stop here 1st!! post again later... THX LORD!!!

stress!!!

2008-05-21T23:52:00.003+08:00

huhu~~~ just now went to class from 8am to 5pm... during my chemistry class.. teacher told us we must finish all the psi tests can only take our final exam.. and the due date of the final exam is 20th of june.. as i'm going back to msia on 7th of june.. i have only about 3 weeks time to finish all of them!! arrhh.. it's really hard for me to finish all be4 7th lo... so i decided to postpone the date i back msia.. haih.. fon my daddy n told him i gonna change my date from 7th to 12th... sad case!!! i wish that i manage to finish all of them be4 6th so that i can go back on 7th la!! miss everything in labuan so so much.. huhu~~ i really wanna go home!! miss frens.. miss family.. miss bsb and everything!! miss prawn mee.. miss pisang goreng.. miss satays.. miss chicken wings.. omg~~ foods again!! =.= gonna control myself.. haih.. never eat much for my dinner and my stomach is giving "signal" d.. huhu~~ well.. really miss msia food.. bak kut teh.... nasi lemak.. omg!! i have to stop thinking foods le.. stress really makes me feel like eating la!! well, it might be an excuse for myself.. haha.. but who cares?? i wan2 eat!!! haih.. need to get back on revision le.. 2mr gt english assessment... 15% ah~~ wish me luck frens!! wish God will bless me too.. huhu~~

hehe.. my foster parent's grandchild.. very cut neh!! so hyperactive until i feel sooo tired after play with him.. haha.. but too bad.. it's really hard to take a single photo of him as he keeps move here n there... haha..

my SS photo.. super duper chubby yan!! arhh... wish my photo doesn't freak u guys out.. muahaha.. good nite!!

err... rugi day?

2008-05-20T22:10:00.005+08:00

well.. as yesterday nite i not feeling well, i barely wake up in this morning lo.. haha.. alarm rang at 9 cz i gt test at 10.. but i really cant wake up so i decided to skip the exam and book another day to sit that exam.. hoho~ started my class at 11 to 1.. after that went to have lunch with my guardian.. for ur information..( i need to have guardian to study in curtin university becz i'm stil underage!! =.=) my guardian is an old man who currently work as a lecturer in murdooch university.. errr.. if not mistaken.. i heard many of my frens said he very "ham sap" 1.. huhu~ so just now had lunch with him also gt a bit "gia gia"... he said that i'm one of his favorite student lo... omg.. i jst act like normal and keep smile smile nia..after had lunch with him then he sent me home lor.. when i reach home he gave me a "frenly hug"... actually it doesn't bother me much but after my fren told me he very ham sap then his action really made me feel uncomfortable lor.. yerrr.. >.<

after reached home then started work on my preparation for 2mr presentation dry run.. kinda worry bout it lor.. although it only dry run but i really scare cant do well becz it takes up 15% of my final exam.. after the preparation then had a hot shower n dinner lur.. and now i'm reading the 10 articles i mentioned in my previous post.. kinda stress these days so hoho~ cant resist the tiramisu i bought few days ago so i broke my diet's rules again!! arrhh.. fat fat fat fat fat.. but... yummy wor.. haha... i guess i'll sleep earlier tonight cz 2mr gt full-day class.. arrhh~~ 8am-5pm class really killing me ahh~~ haih~ that's life... ok la.. stop here sin.. update again 2mr... gonna continue my articles d.. muahaha...

nice nice tiramisu~~ huhu~ fat~!!

unwell~~

2008-05-19T22:29:00.002+08:00

omigosh~ today whole day feel so unwell.. aiks.. maybe yesterday NO sleep gua.. dono why i never feel sleepy but just feel like vomit wor.. stomachache some more.. so suffer.. maybe eat wrong stuffs? cannot be wor... have an apple for my breakfast.. pasta for lunch.. eat some chips which bought by fren.. some brunch bars.. wow~ i guess i ate too many "rubbish" d.. arrhh... watever la... just feel so suffer now.. aiyo~~ cham lor... 2mr gt chemistry exam de wor.. cant delay again la.. if delay then i really not enuff time to finish 7 of them be4 my sem break lor.. huhu~~ words run out of my mind d.. arhhh!! suffer ah.. help me..

un-matured thinking..

2008-05-19T05:54:00.004+08:00

5.55am in the morning.. i still sit in front of the computer watching drama series (最美丽的第七天) haih... actually went to the bed around 3 something but dono why jst cant in sleep wer.. so i decided to wake up and watch the hk series lor.. haih... 2mr 1pm stil got class but now also not yet sleep.. dono whether i can stand it or not le.. weather getting colder and colder.. whenever walk back hme from uni.. the feeling of loneliness will be stronger.. although got lots of frens here.. but dono why stil feel a bit lonely wor.. haha.. frens said probably i'm lack of "love"... but i'm not really agree that.. haha.. well.. i have been single for quite a long time d.. hmm.. also gt few ppl chasing me.. but i never do any action for that.. (hey.. i'm not proud of this oh.. 费事ppl say me showing off or 吊高价) frens keep asking me why never give it a try... but everytime i will just answer them " aiyo... so desperate for wat?? man man lai la.. " some of my frens said i'm not matured yet.. always got this kind of thinking so missed out a lot of good things in my life.. aiyo... i'm only 18 ma.. why should i think so much?? haha.. well.. that's wat a "good" excuse i gave myself.. hmm.. ppl treat u good.. then u should accept him meh? ppl so sincere.. then u should give him a chance meh? aiks.. suan le ba.. just forget about it.. i know i wont get any answer 1.. haha.. that's my attitude.. like to think a looooot of things.. but always!! never have a good answer or solution for myself.. muahaha.. that is yan's life.. i think.. nobody can understand wat i'm thinking la... cz... me myself.. always dono wat i'm thinking.. muahahaha..